Until Then
by Sara Jaye
Well, this came practically out of nowhere! ^_^ Nothing special, just your standard "Miaka thinks about Yui" fic. However, Miaka may seem a bit different in this one than she does in others; I made her seem a bit more angsty and bitter. ^^; Hopefully I did a good job.
[Disclaimers: Fushigi Yuugi is the property of Watase Yuu. None of the characters belong to me. There's plenty of angst and a few shoujo ai hints in this story, you know the drill-don't like it, don't read it.]
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Yui-chan...
Why did you do this to me? How could you turn against me like this?
You think I abandoned you. That I only came back for Tamahome and didn't care about you. That's not true! Yeah, I was happy to see him, but I never stopped thinking about you, even for a minute.
Do you honestly think I'd ever do anything to hurt you?
I ran all the way to Kutou to find you, and what did I get? A slap in the face. Harsh words.
You can't imagine how I felt when I discovered you'd not only turned against me, but you'd poisoned Tamahome against me as well.
I don't care that you want to take him away from me. Losing a guy I've only known for a few months is nothing compared to losing you.
You wouldn't even listen to me when I tried to explain. All you wanted was to hurt me in the worst possible way.
Congratulations, Yui-chan. You succeeded.
To be honest I'm even a bit angry with you right now. You'd rather believe some smirking jerk than your best friend? Fine. Go ahead.
I don't care if you steal Tamahome away from me. I don't care how hard you slap me, or how many times you or your so-called knight in shining armor call me a stupid bitch. I don't even care if you try to kill me with your own hands.
I still love you.
I always have, and I always will.
No guy could ever replace you in my heart, Yui-chan. No matter how dreamy he is.
You're my best friend, and nothing will ever change that.
And when I finally summon Suzaku, I'll wish to end the war and to bring you back.
Until then, I'll think of you every day, and pray for you every night.
Love always,
Yuuki Miaka.
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With shaking hands, Yui folded the letter and held it to her chest. Tears filled her eyes.
"Miaka..."
She missed her. She felt stupid for believing in Nakago. She felt guilty.
Everything Yui had denied ever since she became Seiryuu no Miko finally overwhelmed her.
"Miaka..." she choked, tears rolling down her cheeks. "If only I could tell you how sorry I am..."
She glanced out the window. The stars sure were pretty tonight...they seemed to be brighter than usual.
"We'll be together again someday...until then, please let her be safe," Yui whispered, her eyes focused on the brightest star of them all.
~End~
Finished! ^_^ Yui was probably a bit OOC at the end, but even if she didn't let it show in the series, I think that deep down, underneath all the bitterness, she really did miss Miaka and feel bad for what happened between them.
Plus, my FY fics always tend to be a bit on the weird side. ^_^; Oh, well...^_^
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Sara Jaye
"Sanity's so overrated..."
