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save 5 minutes to spend with me the needy unwanted selfish teenage riot that
only you have the potential to adore because you dont even know who i really
am if only i were to give you a little more time because you are very good
at figuring people out and knowing what keeps their hearts beating and their
brains ticking but no instead i slap you on the ass throw a blindfold on you
and put you under my spell hopefully so you will get yourself into a mess
thats impossible to get out of or at least for the time being until some
other beast comes along to take your place since life is about nothing other
than one person replacing another recycling humans since we cant afford to
clone them and all that jazz i wait as patiently as i am able to for you to
arrive but you do have places to go people to meet things to do that are
much more worthwhile than a moment spent with me the obsessive shallow waste
that they pooped out and forgot to clean up yes well times ticking and youre
still denying it because youre already in too deep waiting for the fall
waiting to be hurt all over again because youre not much different than me
thats why were perfect for each other because we both complain too much and
do nothing to change the way things are because we both just dont care we've
given up with the whole idea of caring a long time ago when our innocence
had been broken and some dumb cunt sat on your face to make you happy do you
remember that or has my presence replaced white trash already wait no i am
white trash remember that we are together we are its so much fun doing all
of this and not knowing what were really doing you come over you latch on to
me begging to never let go you cry to me you really do i've seen you cry you
whine to me about it all and i ignore it because i don't care i can't care
how can i care do you no this is a waste of time to do this because no one
else cares either you know what the best part is yes mockery it is mocking
you mocking others mocking myself its all worth it the sarcasm that only you
and i can understand uh oh whats that the whole point of view has changed
who the fuck are you talking to you fuckin idiot its not me anymore ahh i
will i really will scream in your defense because it feels good to yell at
you the pitiful obnoxious child that has a gun up to the head we all die
sometime you know but maybe nows not the best time because you and i are not
finished we still have some reconciling to do in order to patch things up
and have everything at least appear clean you know what i mean asshole i
hate this i really do i know you do too you fuckin disgrace ugh i'm
disgusted by your ugliness not only your appearance but your entire attitude
and personality are just as ugly as your face damn too bad there's only one
bullet in that gun because i dont think i can handle looking at you anymore
you're so damn ugly maybe youll look better with those blood stains on your
face on the wall on the floor on the ceiling on my hands now that's beauty
kid thats the most beautiful thing i have ever seen how artistic of you i
didn't know you were capable of such expertise such wisdom i admire that in
you you deserve a fuckin trophy for that shit why haven't you ever told me
you were so talented hmm i never knew you were so shy i guess you didn't
find it important to tell me but you never told me anything anyhow it was
all about me me me you didn't ever say how you were what you thought what
mattered to you its all your fault that i've been selfish you allowed me to
you put no stop to it you forgot how to say no forgot how to tell me i'm
wrong that i've been wrong all along why didn't you do this you piss me off
i never realized before how much you piss me off why couldn't you have been
honest with me instead of just leading me on instead making me raise my
hopes for a happy ending instead of letting me become so obsessed like i am
right now obsessed with nothing obsessed with nothing tangible it's all been
fun but who's it for who's waiting at the end of the tunnel i can't see it's
too dark i wish if you turned on a light i want to know who the fuck is
standing way down there at the end of our tunnel who am i looking at who am
i talking to why won't you turn the fuckin light on you fucker god hates us
all you know so it's not him it's not you because i thought you were beside
me it's not me or is that a mirror at the end of the tunnel what am i
talking about no i will not listen to you i just wish you were here
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