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'Anada is cat-friendly..o*`
When I close my eyes and think of nothing, It is there.
Nothing, I say.
There is Nothing in my head... no thoughts, no emotions, no ideas
But It is there; It never leaves
Validating and depreciating
Praising and resentful
Gracious and obnoxious
When I'm with my friends, It is there.
Am I cool enough? Am I smart enough? Did I really just say that? Do they
like me?
They are laughing at me, not with me.
Lurking, creeping, slipping around other thoughts on the maze of slip'n
slides that are my brain
Neurons flash and It disappears.... gloating at its own stealth
Validating and depreciating
Praising and resentful
Gracious and obnoxious
When I'm with my family, It is there.
They don't understand what you mean. Shit, they know that you're high.
Invasive and impersonal,
Yet more deeply personal than anything else
It knows me better than I know myself
Fears, doubts, insecurities
Assets, intelligence, ability
It knows everything about me, about you, about her and him and them
Oh dear God is nothing free?!
Ha! Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose.
When I close my eyes and think of nothing, it is there.
Maybe it is nothing
Maybe it is everything
If I thought of nothing and it wasn't there, would it mean I was dead?
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