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Black Riders Issue 39

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 · 3 years ago

  

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*** bLACk riDERs iNc pRESENTs., ***

.--ÄÄ- Ä-Ä--Ä- Ä-Ä-Ä- Ä-Ä-Ä- Ä-Ä--Ä Ä-Ä--Ä -Ä-Ä- -Ä-Ä-Ä-Ä-Ä- Ä-Ä-Ä ---- Ä-Ä--.
² `Suicide' by Cadorna #39 ²
`-Ä-Ä -Ä-- -Ä-Ä- Ä----- Ä--- Ä--Ä -Ä Ä-- Ä-- -Ä- Ä--- Ä- --Ä ÄÄ - -Ä- Ä- Ä- -'



well, here i go again...what can i say? shit...that is the only thing i can
say, shit, life is shit and i´m tired of living...this is getting worse and
worse...i don´t want to suffer anymore dammit...i want to meet all the people...
who the hell am i trying to fuck? i want to meet him...yep...that is what i
really wanna do...ya know...i really love my boy...everybody knows that...
God, i really do...and i´m sure he does also...he´s the only person i live for...
if not...shit, this is so depressing...i really want to kill myself and
i guess that all my friends know that alredy, and they don´t like the idea at
all...but i actually do and i cannot wait another second...i´m so fucking
waisting my motherfucking life in this...the only thing that motivates me is
my boy...and i´m planing a small future...but is just nonsense...i´m never
gonna make it...i´m so weird...God, i have a terrible mess inside my head...
i´m so confused...i want to die...'i hate myself and want to die'...i really
would enjoy getting inside your mind and go again to 1994 and change your way
of thinking and...this is really affecting me...the only thing i can do i
write...i´m returning to my past... i remembered that and i got worse...dammit...
but nobody has the fault...it´s only mine...because of being so weeeeeeird...
i miss him? shit...that sounds so strange...i don´t know what to do...
i don´t to hurt anybody...but myself...yep...i know it sounds ironic...
but is the way i think...i told you i was strange...hell that i am...
he´s so sweet...that voice...what the fuck...i need some help to help
myself...what a phrase...so old and used...i really need a hug...i feel so
lonely...and so sad...can sb understand me? oh my God...life is shit...and the
worst is that nobody can help me...fucking depression...i don´t wanna be like
this...i´m tired ...of living this way because...nobody cares...they don´t
fucking care a bit... about my life... well...they don´t even know it...
poor mom and dad...the hell with´em...fuck you...i need you so much my sweet
love...why? i want you by my side...and you´re so far away...i miss you...
i would give my life just to be with you...please save me...help me...rescue
me...i´m messed up with so much things...i´m fucked in the head...yeah...
fuck you...FUCK YOU...where the hell are you...motherfucker...i love you so
much...i need you...who knows...i´m so confused...shit...so depressed...
loneliness...cold heart...cold mind...what else should i be? i apology for being
such a slut...but i can´t help it...i miss him so much...and i´m so lonely...
i need sth to do...i need HIM...i´m a fag...but that´s not enougth...so what
is left? yes, exactly what you´re thinking...SUICIDE...i have it all day in my
mind...i cannot think of anything else...it´s like sth that is inside
myself all day long and tortures me...so much...i don´t know what to do and
this situation is so sad...i don´t have to give up...but it is so difficult...
besides i don´t have him...and i need him so much...i don´t give a shit...this
fucking nonsense...you fucking liar...i don´t need this shit all over me...we
are here, but they r not going to help me anymore...i will release all this
pain inside me some glorious day...i will take such a revenge...this shit
inside will not leave me alone...would ya? nah...i´m a piece of shit...and
i´m tired of fucking...all the stuph around me...ok, i´ll finish now...so
fuck´n tired... piece of shit --- Destruction...15 sec.





.ÍÍÍÍÍÍÍÍ--ÍÍÍÍÍÍ--Í-ÍÍÍÍÍÍÍÍÍÍ--- --- -Í--ÍÍÍÍÍÍÍÍ --- -Í-ÍÍÍÍÍÍ -Í-ÍÍÍÍÍÍÄ.
...Welcome to our sanguinary sect of worship...
sCUm sYSTEMs......54.011.4.209.3620 rU¡NAs d‚l eD‚n........54.011.4.742.XXXX
cHRYSALis.........54.011.4.657.8438 gENERAL diSTURBiO......54.011.4.GAT.OS66
wEiRDfAt..........54.011.4.NOT.YETX dEMONiOz iNKAUTOz......54.011.4.XXX.XXXX
kOROVa............54.011.4.245.7806 nAMELESs...............54.011.4.NOT.YETX
bLACk wORLd.......54.011.4.XXX.XXXX hELMEt iN tHe bUSh.....54.011.4.XXX.XXXX
dESTiERRo.........54.011.4.XXX.XXXX hiPHOp wiTh sATAn......54.011.4.FTW.NOW!
...Feel at home in our black conventicle...
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