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Electric Dreams
Volume 3 Issue #4
25 May 1996
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CONTENTS:
Editor's Notes
Question Airing Forum - Victoria Quinton
Poetry: Dreamwatching I & II -Fanny Jacobson
Column: Dream Reaper - Journaling - by Nutcracker
JAYNE GACKENBACH - Interview by Victoria Quinton
DreamLine -Special Interview: Jesse Reklaw - by
Christopher Hicks
Comments From Jung - Review by Sue b.
Dolphins, Whales, and Dreamtime - by Trisha Lamb
Feuerstein
Article: The Lucid Dreamer's Manual
Part II by Lee Holmes
Global Dreaming News - Peggy Coats
-ADVANCED INTENSIVE: THE ANALYTICAL PSYCHOLOGY OF DREAMS
-DREAM WAVE BREAKS ON THE WEB
-DREAM WEB SITE UPDATES
-DREAMS AND THE TENSION OF OPPOSITES
-CONSCIOUS DREAMING, A SPIRITUAL PATH
-FUTURE OF DREAMING ONLINE - ASD BULLETIN BOARD TALK
-ASSOCIATION FOR THE STUDY OF DREAMS CONFERENCE XII,
BERKELEY, CALIFORNIA, JULY 1996
-NEW FINDINGS ON THE MEANING AND CLINICAL USE OF DREAMS
-DREAMS, CREATIVITY AND THE ARTS - ASD XIII
-DREAMING IN CYBERSPACE, SHAMANISM, AIDS, O.J. AND MORE
AT THIS -YEAR'S ASD CONFERENCE IN JULY !
-CONTINUING EDUCATION (CU) CREDITS AT ASD XIII
-ONLINE DREAM COURSE(s) IN JUNE
-DREAM TALK RADIO SHOW
-COMMUNAL MAGIC: A GROUP DREAMING PROJECT
-ELECTRIC DREAMS BULLETIN BOARD
-CONTENT ANALYSIS OF DREAMS - NEW SAT Program
SPECIAL SECTION:
Dream Wheel: An Inside Look - by Chris Hicks and Richard
Wilkerson
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Editors Notes
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Welcome to all new and continuing subscribers! We have
a different sort of issue for you this month since Bob,
our Dream Editor is on vacation. Dream and Comments will
return next month, so if you have sent in dreams, you
will see them published in the June issue.
This issue we are publishing the transcripts of a
COMPLETE dream group. We felt that it would be a model
for other groups and provide a peek into a part of our
community activities that usually go unnoticed by causal
Electric Dreams readers. Be sure to read over the
special section that Chris Hicks and I have prepared for
you in "Dream Wheel , A look Inside" This article will
be mirrored on the Web
at http://www.best.com/~rcwilk/asd-13/2lb12_2.htm
If you would like to JOIN the *next* dream wheel group -
its starting this week! Quick -> send a note to Chris and
tell him you want to be in the next group - He will send
you instructions. shadow45@netonecom.net
Another "Big" Electric Dreams event. We have several
new volunteers who are lending us their skills and
expertise to enrich, expand and deepen your experience of
Dream Sharing in Cyberspace. As you may have noticed at
the beginning of this issue their addresses, titles and
names are available. They will be introducing themselves
to you in various ways, but no need to wait -> if you
have ideas or would like to participate in their
programs, (Such as book reviews, Cyberspace dreaming
news gathering, dream group mediators, submitting or
collecting dream art, illustrating Electric Dreams,
moderating discussions on dreaming, discussing
techniques, etc) please contact them at the e-mail
addresses provided.
A *big* and *warm* Welcome to :
Questions & Answers Editor:
Victoria Quinton <mermaid@daemon.apana.org.au>
News and Calendar Events Director:
Peggy Coats <pcoats@cruzio.com>
Education Director:
Chris Hicks <shadow45@netonecom.net>
Two more volunteers not mentioned above but also part of
the active staff that have joined us this month and who
will also be deeply enriching our dream experience:
Nutcracker, who will have a special column on dream
Journaling and build a model for dream journals on the ED
Web site. Find out all about this in the Dream Reaper
column.
Also:
Jesse Reklaw, who will be working with the new Covers
of Electric Dreams that will soon be available to down
load and frame, or cover your favorite issues of Electric
Dreams. Watch the Electric Dreams Web page for details!
Who is Jesse Reklaw? Well, among the many other thing,
Jesse publishes _Concave Up_, where your dreams are
illustrated in comic format. You will be delighted by
the interview that our new Education Director, Chris
Hicks did with Jesse and sent in for us this issue.
Hey - guess what Matthew Parry has added to our WEB
SITE? Well, I can't tell you *all* the new changes, but
we now have a Bulletin Board for communicating, sharing
dreams and exchanging ideas. We still feel that ongoing
discussions can best be held on Bulletin Board like the
alt.dreams usenet newsgroups and the ASD Bulletin Board.
Posting dreams - in general, there is DreamLink and
places like Angie's Dream Chat (See NEWS) - if posted on
our board, we are likely to publish them or cycle them
through the core mail list. But we would like to have a
spot to meet and exhange information. If you have
REGIONAL dream groups or meetings, for example, you might
want to use the board for announcements. Be sure to
include your area of the world or country in the post
title "England, Avebury dream meetings" or "Tuesday
Nights in Portland, Oregon".
Also, if you are doing research, you may want to leave a
post on this board. "Leave dolphin Dreams here" or
"looking for Flying Dreams". More as this develops..
http://www.phys.unsw.edu.au/~mettw/edreams/home.html
Select "Bulletin Board"
And be sure to see the new List of Dream Links page. This
is REALLY cool - Matthew as added a form to put in NEW
LINKS - just fill it out and place the link in one of 8
catagories.
http://www.phys.unsw.edu.au/~mettw/edreams/links.html
And as mentioned last issue, Matthew has OPENED the
Electric Dreams Web site to the dreaming public so if you
have a dream related page you want up, send it to him and
he will attach it the Electric Dreams Web Site.
http://www.phys.unsw.edu.au/~mettw/edreams/web-pages.html
Jayne Gackenbach has finished beta testing her Web site
Dream Course. Many thanks to all the Electric Dreams beta
testers! See the Global Dreaming News for more on the new
June classes. What? You don't know who Jayne Gackenbach
is? Well you're in luck today as our Q&A editor,
Victoria Quinton has provided us this month with an
interview.
Trisha Lamb Feuerstein has donated a sneak peak at her
new book on dreams, whales and dreamtime. For a wonderful
swim in the sea of dreams you can not only read her
article here, but link to more cetacean spots via a
mirror of the article at:
http://www.best.com/~rcwilk/asd-13/4r30.htm
Also this issue, Dreamwatcher poetry, Part II of Lucid
Dream Techniques, tons of info on dreams and Cyberspace,
dreams and the Association for the Study of Dreams and
other international dream events in the Global Dreaming
News, questions on dreams from around the world and
special comments and notes.
See you in my Dreamzzzzzzzzzzz -Richard
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QUESTION AIRING FORUM
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Notes from the Questions and Answer Editor.
Greetings subscribers and others interested
parties. Here follows my first foray into the world of
writing for an E-zine.
Firstly, I am known in Cyberspace as mermaid,
otherwise as Victoria Quinton, wife of Gary and mother of
Emily.
I have been interested in dreams as a subject for
some years, though I have never "studied" them formally.
I was initially drawn to Electric Dreams through
the simple expedient of doing a net search on Dreams.
Through the search, I landed at Dream Link, had a look
around, entered a dream in their journal, and filled out
a general questionnaire.
Within a few weeks, I had e-mail from Richard
Wilkerson, notifying me that a new e-mail dream class was
imminent and that if I hurried, I could be included; all
for $10 US.
From there, I joined Dream Wheel 7. I really
enjoyed sharing dreams, both to gain insight into my own
dream and to aid others in their search for insights from
theirs. Because the procedure was new to me, I held back
to some extent, but was inspired to continue on as a
participant in Dream Wheel 8.
Part way through Dream Wheel 7, Richard signed us all up
to receive Electric Dreams.
While scanning through the contents of Electric
Dreams 3#3, I noticed a request for a volunteer Q&A
editor. I sent in a tentative email to Richard, asking
how much interest his request had generated and saying
that I'd help out if I could. In next to no time I had a
job!
I have had an Internet account for less than a
year. I live in Melbourne, Australia. These facts will
incorporate themselves into Electric Dreams.
Please help to energize this column by writing to me:
mermaid@daemon.apana.org.au
I am keen to hear from you, especially if you
live in Australia or "surrounds".
Also, I intend to make a special place for
children's dreams; to include in their own "frames" that
reintroduce us to the art that is the dream of a child.
Emily is only 2 and though I see that she dreams;
sharing her dreams is a pleasure yet to come.
There are many ways to approach dreams, both as
individuals trying to gain insight into our own dreams
and in helping others to work with their dreams.
To that end, I would like to incorporate
interviews into "my" section of the E-zine.
If you'd like to put yourself forward as "Dreamer of the
month"; send me e-mail.
That address again: mermaid@daemon.apana.org.au
I am hoping that there will be a variety of
ongoing conversations.
QUESTION:
Is there a question you'd like to ask me
that would make you feel more comfortable about writing
into Electric Dreams?
other questions received this month:
Subj: Electric Dreams
Date: 96-05-02 04:53:17 EDT
From: wargh@wam.umd.edu (Daniel James Bell)
To: rcwilk@aol.com
I've been having trouble sleeping because of a reoccuring
t*y*p*e of lucid dream (they're all different, but the
feeling's the same), usually in which my point of view
is other than corporal (classic out of body thing? I
don't know).
I (being a Christian, 19 years old, and never heard of
anything like this before I had my first) have no idea
what the heck it's all about. I've never tried to
induce one, but since they scare the hell out of me, and
I usually can't sleep the next day after one occurs
(check the time this message was sent) I figure it will
be greatly beneficial for me to tell some people about
it. I'd like to join your dream sharing group.
May I request responses from some of the readers? I
truly appreciate your help.
-Daniel Bell
Any suggestions?
Daniel's email address is: wargh@wam.umd.edu
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Sergey: I'm glad to join
Date: 96-04-24 04:02:06 EDT
From: xieji@xieji.msk.ru (Sergey Iv. Blumkhen)
To: rcwilk@aol.com
Hi Richard,
Thank You for Your welcome, I'm glad to join.
About my address - You are right, *.msk.ru means Moscow,
Russia. And here there are not so many events in the
dream field. As far as I know, in the recent few years
there appeared only 2 or 3 book titles connected with
dreaming (except Carlos Castaneda's works, of course).
But the public interest is considerable, people try to
find information where they can, and one of the most
prominent sources becomes E-mail.
I'm researcher of the Institute of Oriental Studies,
China dept. One of the jobs I do for myself deals with
dreaming as means to obtain basic point for legitimation
of political decisions in Ancient China as well as
studying connections of this practice with shamanistic
traditions of Eastern Asia. In fact, considerable part of
the Chinese classic literature is somehow connected with
dreaming and the use of it (especially short stories of
the XVIIth century).
But in the real dreaming I'm a novice.
Can You advise me some books to read about practice of
dreaming? May be they will help me to begin - now in the
morning I just switch on and don't remember any dream,
which makes me envy my wife and her long dreaming
stories.
-Sergey
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From: Igor Savchenko <root@igor.odessa.ua>
Date: Sat, 27 Apr 1996 15:41:00 +0300 (UKD)
Subject: Re: jung books, etc
We are interested in Jung and before and currently we are
not really lucky in obtaining the proper materials. The
main difficulty is financial. Not complaining, just
stating the fact. In case you have C.G.Jung books:old,
damaged, used, gathering dust on the shelves and you do
not need them any more, we would be more than delighted
to explore them. There is not much which we could offer
in return, wish we could. Please let us know what you
might fancy from Ukraine: folk art items, audio records,
albums, or ... if you wish we will try to send you the
'test parcel' with some things and you will see whether
you like it or there is something else you might fancy.
Regarding books we will better give you a long list of
the books we are looking for or if such are not available
any will be welcome. We have not much: 'Memories, Dreams,
Reflections', 'Man and his Symbols' volume 6 from
Collected Works, this is about it, not much, but it made
us to get involved in it very seriously. Well will close
up for this time. Going to take little Darya outside.
Will be looking for you reply. With Best Regards
Savchenko Family
THE COLLECTED WORKS BY C G JUNG:
VOL. 7 'TWO ESSAYS ON ANALYTICAL PSYCHOLOGY'
VOL. 8 ' THE STRUCTURE AN DYNAMICS OF THE PSYCHE'
VOL. 9 part one 'ARCHETYPES AND COLLECTIVE
UNCONSCIOUS'
VOL. 9 part two 'AION'
VOL. 10 'CIVILIZATION IN TRANSITION'
VOL. 11 'PSYCHOLOGY AND RELIGION: WEST AND EAST'
VOL. 12 'PSYCHOLOGY AND ALCHEMY'
VOL. 13 'ALCHEMICAL STUDIES'
VOL. 14 'MYSTERIUM CONIUNCTIONIS'
VOL. 16 'THE PRACTICE OF PSYCHOTHERAPY'
VOL. 17 'DEVELOPMENT OF THE PERSONALITY'
VOL. 18 'THE SYMBOLIC LIFE'
EXTRACTS:
'ANSWER TO JOB'
'ASPECTS OF THE FEMININE'
'ASPECTS OF THE MASCULINE'
'DREAMS'
'ESSAYS ON CONTEMPORARY EVENTS'
'FLYING SAUCERS'
'MANDALA SYMBOLISM'
'ON THE NATURE OF THE PSYCHE'
'PSYCHOLOGY AND THE EAST'
'PSYCHOLOGY AND THE OCCULT'
'PSYCHOLOGY OF THE TRANSFERENCE'
'SYNCHRONICITY'
'THE UNDISCOVERED SELF'
SEMINARS:
VOL.1 'DREAM ANALYSIS'
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Dreamwatching
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I
As, yes again,
the sabbath approaches.
The mezzuin's cry
the sunlight and the bluesky
the mountain and the sea
watching with me
Sleep well
I am out here
Dreamwatching
II
swinging straight into dreamtime
yourtime notime like the present
netcycles sea like lunar tidal
always here but ebbing always there
i use pointed signifiers
for rounded reference
assume nothing
assume everything
until the flow resumes
fanny@ICAFE.CO.ZA (Fanny Jacobson)
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DREAM LINE: Interview with Jeese Reklaw
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Hello regular readers and new subscribers to Electric
Dreams. Some of you may know, from reading past Dream
Lines, that I usually focus on a social issue and explore
the relationship between that issue and our dreams. This
Dream Line is different in that I am presenting a short
history of and interview with Jesse Reklaw, dream
illustrator.
My first contact with Jesse was an email that he sent to
me. He had read one of my dreams in an issue of Electric
Dreams and asked me if he could have permission to
illustrate it for use in his comic anthology of
illustrated dreams, Concave Up. I gave Jesse permission
to do so. As we corresponded regarding the details of
his illustrating my dream I began to become interested in
the idea of a collection of dreams, from many different
dreamers, in an illustrated form.
The beautifully alluring cover art of Concave Up #1
touches the dreamer in me--a woman, hugging herself, with
eyes closed, stands against a swirling, surreal
background. This cover art speaks of the Dreamtime. In
fact, during the interview, Jesse shared that most of his
paintings, which he uses as cover art for Concave Up,
stem from images he sees in the hypnogogic state (just
before falling asleep)!
Inside the front cover Jesse speaks of his idea for
Concave Up and the fact that others have tread this
ground before (more on this later). Jesse also gives the
Web site for Concave Up. The address is:
http://www.nonDairy.com/conave/up.html
There is also a shorter, weekly dream comic strip on the
web. Slow wave's address is:
http://www.nonDairy.com/slow/wave.cgi
I strongly urge anyone interested in dreams to check
these out!
Okay, enough of me telling you about Jesse. Here is a
brief bio that Jesse provided as a starting point for the
interview:
"I'm twenty-five, graduate (BA) from UC Santa Cruz in
Computer Science and Art. (My respective focuses were in
artificial intelligence and acrylic painting.) I have
studied (in classes and independently) pop art, cognitive
science, the tarot, psychology (Freud, Jung, Piaget,
Myers-Briggs), and lots of math. I have been drawing
comics since I was 16.
Concave Up is a comic book that I self publish quarterly
(with my income as a programmer %), containing
illustrated dreams, mostly 2-3 pages long. Submissions
come from all over, though at first I had to beg family
and friends to donate dreams. I have been receiving a
trickle of dream submissions, but I still need to
supplement them by surfing the web and finding dream
pages and
gold mines like E.D.
Slow Wave is a weekly comic strip I do as a complement to
Concave Up, because I got so many interesting short
dreams (that wouldn't fill a page in CU), and because I'm
too impatient to wait three months to put something out!
About half of each Concave Up issue goes on the web,
along with all the Slow Waves. I'm always looking for
dream submissions, and the Web has been a great medium
for attracting them. All the dream contributors to
Concave Up have a "bite-sized biography" in the back of
the issue."
And, here is the interview:
CH: Is there any specific event or occurrence that
sparked the idea for Concave Up and Slow Wave?
JR: Hmm...not any particular event, no. While
writing/illustrating the story of a delusionary
narcoleptic, the idea of an all-dream comic book occurred
to me. I had been interspecting my goofy comic book with
illustrated anecdotes and rants told to me by friends;
one of these was an edited dream posted to the
alt.surrealism newsgroup by Ranjit Bhantnager called
"Dictator Dictoria." It was too good of a story to pass
up, so I contacted him via email and asked if I could
illustrate it. Another dream was authored by my sister,
entitled "april 13, 1993." She narrated it to me over
the phone from her detailed dream-diary, and I was
instantly taken by the simple, symbolic narrative.
Illustrating these dreams inspired me to seek others by
means of a dream-contest (send in a dream for the chance
to be a cartoon!). Eventually the dream contest idea
overwhelmed my interest in the original storyline, and I
abandoned it for an all-dream comic.
CH: Were there any predecessors to Concave Up/Slow Wave
(either by your own hand or others)?
JR: Definitely. Julie Doucet's work in Dirty Plotte was
probably my most direct influence for doing a dream
comic. Her storytelling style (as French-Canadian
writing in English) has a quirky innocence that blends
well with dream-comics. Hers were the first illustrated
dreams that I can recall reading/absorbing. Comics by
Adrian Tomine and Chester Brown also influenced my belief
in and respect for dream comics. I didn't know about
Rick Veitch's "Rare Bit Friends" at the time, but he came
across the idea of an all-dream comic about a year before
I did, and had the gumption to make it a reality long
before me.
CH: How long have you been publishing Concave Up?
JR: I started working on issue #1 early in 1995, but it
wasn't until March, 1996 that the issue materialized. So
I guess that makes only a few months; I'm very new to
this publishing thing.
CH: This sounds like a very recent project for you. How
would you describe your experience with Concave Up and
Slow Wave at this early point (positive, negative,
enjoyable, stress producing, etc.)?
JR: Well, from your list "stress producing" seems the
most appropriate. I'm working full time as a computer
programmer and preparing for grad school while doing
Concave Up 4 times a year and Slow Wave every week. But
aside from the stress, I enjoy the creative collaboration
of illustrating dreams. Overall it's definitely a
positive experience; wish I had more time to devote
to it.
CH: You said, in your bio, you have studied some
psychology (among other areas), but what about dream
work? What sort of studying/reading have you done in
that specific area?
JR: Right now I'm reading _Our Dreaming Mind_ by Bob Van
de Castle , I have tried to read some Jung (his writing
confuses me--!), and I browsed through several of Freud's
books (and books on Freud) for the dream of "Irma's
Injection." [SEE CU #1] I guess I have a cursory
understanding
of different types of dream analysis, but I don't try to
exercise any conscious interpretation when I draw dreams;
mostly I'm interested in effectively portraying the
narrative and the characters' thoughts and feelings.
CH: Do you do any personal dream work, and if so how
long have you been doing so?
JR: I've transcribed a few of my own dreams, and I've
"shared" dreams with others. I used to be an amateur
Tarot reader, and I think that process of divination (if
I can use the word creatively) is similar to dream
interpretation. I pay close attention to my half-dreaming
mind (is that also called the hypnogogic state?) for
artistic inspiration. Most of my paintings (which I use
on the covers of Concave Up) are based on images from
that state of hyperactive creativity.
CH: Names. I am wondering where you came up with
Concave Up, Slow Wave, and nonDairy Publishing?
JR: Well, names are always difficult for me. Slow Wave
was a suggestion by my sister; I think it's a common term
for the deep, dreamless waves of stage 4 NREM. Concave Up
was suggested by my partner Raven. It's a silly math term
relating to waves (and has appropriate initials).
nonDairy Publishing was also suggested by Raven, in
relation to my being vegan.
CH: What sort of equipment do you use in the publication
of CU?
JR: It's a real hybrid of traditional comic-book tools
and more advanced computer-assistance. I pencil each page
on butcher paper stretched across a glass light-box. Then
I lay down sheets of art paper, turn on the light-box so
I can see the pencil from underneath, and ink the pages
in with an old speedball nib/ pen (sometimes using the
cap of the ink bottle to splash ink around). White-out
comes in handy here and there. I made a font from my
handwriting; so I do all the narrative-box lettering on
the
computer, cut it out and stick it down. (Though I still
hand-letter the word balloons, 'cause their shapes are
too odd.) If I make any gross errors (which is usually
the case), I scan that part of the page, edit the picture
in Adobe Photoshop, print it out, and paste the edit on
top of the mistake. I'm sure that's all very boring, but
you did ask!
CH: Were the Internet and World Wide Web part of the
distribution of Concave Up and Slow Wave from the
beginning?
JR: I began working on Concave Up and realized the Web
would be a great place to showcase it. Of course, the
image quality is a little low, and the time it takes to
load a page can be annoying, but I'm happy to have the
medium to reach more people. Slow Wave was an
afterthought which I wouldn't have implemented without
the Web. I became dissatisfied with the idea of
publishing CU only once a quarter, so I came up with the
idea of a weekly dream-strip to complement the larger
book. It's generated a lot of feedback (and dream
submissions), and also provided an outlet for all the
short dreams that wouldn't fill a whole page in Concave
Up. The Internet and desktop publishing technology
helped to clear away the small-business roadblocks that
might have kept me from doing all this.
In addition to interviewing Jesse, I asked him to contact
some dreamers whose dreams he had illustrated. Here are
the responses of three of these dreamers to a few
questions about their experience.
What were your initial thoughts when Jesse approached you
about illustrating your dream?
R answers: First time: [Dictator, Dictatoria] Kinda
flattered that he thought the story was worth
illustrating, and eager to see the result.
More recent dreams: pretty much the same, actually.
J answers: Disbelief, followed by amazement. Looking
back, I guess that given how bizarre it is for people to
write up their dreams and publish them on the 'Net,
someone wanting to buy them is a natural consequence.
N answers: First of all, it wasn't Jesse who approached
me, but my dream editor, Richard Wilkerson. Seeing as
how us 'dreamers' use pen names other than our screen
names, there was no way for Jesse to get in touch with
us, so it was handled via Richard. As for my thoughts on
the idea/subject....I was truly delighted. Not that I
myself try to 'cartoonize' my dreams, but I do on
occasion try drawing objects from my dreams, I was happy
to have someone do the drawing for me in this instance.
Had you heard of Concave Up or Slow Wave prior to Jesse
contacting you?
R answers: No.
J answers: Nope.
N answers: Again, not until Richard wrote and said my
dream had been 'tooned', I had no idea such a page
existed, but it is fascinating to say the least.
Can you briefly describe the dream Jesse illustrated?
R answers:
1. College student falls in love with fugitive Latin
American dictator in drag. [CU 0]
2. Creeping along the top of a wall overlooking a wooded
river canyon. [SW]
3. When I have trouble building my house, the tribesmen
build a hut for me. [CU 1]
4. Picnicking on the snowy hillside, watching the fires
burn on the other side of the bay; a skier runs over my
legs. [SW]
J answers: I was a detective, on the trail of a
murderer. During the course of the dream, I revealed
myself to have once been a murderer, who was executed for
my crime. I cannot explain how I am still alive.
N answers: Actually, this was one of my 'shorter'
dreams. I had forwarded some e-mail only to have it came
back and attack me (jump off the screen like
electricity). I was with three others and we tried to
hide from it. We tried to send it again, but it only
kept returning to find us. Finally, I told the others to
hide and I would try to send it again (third time's the
charm, right?). I worked furiously as I only had a slim
window of opportunity in which to send it. (1//27/96)
What was your first impression upon seeing your
illustrated dream?
R answers: I was very impressed by Jesse's skill and
unusual style. In the case of the first dream, I was
surprised at how closely the settings he drew matched
what I remembered from the
dream. (I usually remember the architecture and
surroundings from dreams better than the faces and
people.) When I think back on any of these dreams now, my
memories are influenced by Jesse's visual interpretation.
In the case of the fourth dream above, I was disappointed
that Jesse's drawings didn't match the setting or have
the
visual impact of my dream, but I don't think that I could
have satisfactorily described the scene (let alone drawn
it myself) in any case. Remembered images from the other
two dreams weren't so strong, so I was neither struck by
similarities nor annoyed by differences.
I email dreams to Jesse fairly often, and usually make a
conscious effort NOT to describe settings or events in
too much detail, so that he can come up with his own
interpretation.
J answers: Very impressed. Jesse is one hell of a
talented guy. I was thrilled to see my imagination
displayed graphically.
N answers: That it was just WAY TOO COOL. I was blown
away by his depiction. If I didn't know better, I'd say
he'd been there (in my dream).
How well do you think your dream images translated into
the comic format?
R answers: Hard to answer. I sometimes wish I had the
skill to draw scenes from my own dreams, but I wonder if
even the strongest visual memories from dreams are
substantial enough to be reproduced.
J answers: Very well. There were only one or two
changes I had to suggest. One of the characters didn't
look as I had imagined, but that was not unreasonable
given that I hadn't provided any clues. Overall there
were some other changes I had not contemplated, but the
overall balance of the dream segments was maintained.
N answers: Jesse captured the essence of it perfectly.
I think the guy must have ESP or something. It's almost
eerie.
Did working with Jesse to illustrate your dream help you
to gain any deeper understanding of the dream?
R answers: I'm not very interested in interpretation or
understanding of dreams beyond appreciating the surface
story and
settings.
J answers: Well, no, not really. I still have no idea
what I was thinking of. What does it all mean? Nothing,
really, it's just a re-hash of a bunch of stuff that
happened to you during the day - right? I don't think
dreams say much about the person at all, and trying to
understand a dream is more dangerous than rewarding.
Appreciate them, perhaps, be entertained or motivated -
but understand? No.
N answers: Since the dream was done prior to my
knowledge, I have to say no, not in this particular case.
But if/when I ever publish my dreams into a book, I'll
know where to look for an illustrator.
So there you have it, Jesse Reklaw's story of Concave
Up/Slow Wave and some reactions from dreamers. I very
much enjoy reading dreams in this alternate format and I
suspect anyone interested in dreams and dreamwork would
enjoy this unique format just as much!
If you are interested in subscribing to Concave Up, or
submitting a dream(s) to Jesse you can email him at:
reklaw@plato.digiweb.com
**Last minute note:
While I was in the process of putting the completed
interview together for this column Jesse joined the
Electric Dreams staff as our new Art Director! A hearty
welcome to Jesse!!!
--Christopher Hicks
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Dream Reaper - by Nutcracker
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Hello All!
Nutcracker here (that's Ms. Nutcracker to those of you
unfamiliar with me). Our friend and fearless leader
(mentor, cajoler, confidant), Richard Catlett Wilkerson,
has convinced me to start my own Dream Journal page on
the www. I have to admit, my dreams have outgrown the
space available in Electric Dreams. (Now this is where
Richard wants me to interject something personal about
myself.) Hmmm, let's see...
I'm happily married, no kids (that's why I'm happy), I
don't do drugs (ok, the occasional Excedrin PM and
Coca-Cola before bedtime), I don't smoke or drink (unless
necessary). I'm not a rocket scientist, nor do I claim
to be one. I don't have a PhD. I'm just your average,
plain-jane, nearing middle-age female (of course that
depends on *your* definition of middle age). Due to life
circumstances I find myself with ample free time to
devote to caring for my dreams (besides which it keeps me
out of the bars during the day). LOL
On a more serious note, I began keeping a log of my
dreams somewhere in January of 1995. I'm not sure
exactly where they came from so abruptly (seemingly out
of nowhere), but they were too interesting to let go
unpublished. To quote my husband, "You couldn't make
this stuff up if you tried!" So began my journey into
the abyss of dreams. Here it is a year and a half later
and I'm still at it. It does take perseverance mind you.
Left unattended, dreams will not flourish on their own.
Dreams are like flowers in a garden. Sure you get the
occasional weed, but every once in a while you get one
that blooms so bright and so large, it begs to be picked.
I keep a notebook and pen next to me on the bed and
usually awaken during the night to write them down
(sometimes all night long or so it seems...and yes, it is
annoying). Still, I highly recommend this. If you think
you'll be able to remember them come morning, don't bet
on it. Been there, done that. Sometimes it works, but
mostly it doesn't. I shudder to think about the ones
that got away. My advice; get up, write them down and
go back to sleep. You'll rest much easier.
As to the journal of my dreams that I keep, after the
first year I've learned a few things. I now keep them by
month. I write the date of the dream after them and I
number each one (#001, etc.).
Finally, I encourage everyone to write down their dreams,
write down your kids' dreams and dreams from friends and
family. Dreams you and they have now may come back
(recurring) 5, 10 or 20 years from now. They would be
great to have as a reference.
Sweet dreams......
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JAYNE GACKENBACH
Interview by Victoria Quinton
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VQ How long have you had a formal interest in
dreams?
JG I suppose I got interested when I was about 12 and
started wanting to go to bed cause it was fun - shocked
my parents that there was no longer an argument - but my
serious interest began with my dissertation which was
begun in 1976 and was on lucid dreams - although I paid
attention to my dreams through my research phase of my
career not until I immigrated to Canada in the late
1980's did I really begin to take them seriously as a
personal growth vehicle - that was in large part due to
my involvement with the central Alberta Cree.
VQ Is their tradition on dreams largely an oral one?
JG I've seen nothing written about it beyond perhaps some
of the anthropological literature and the work I have
been doing with Don Kuiken at the University of Alberta
and the writing I have done - yes it is oral
VQ How do they approach dreams, and how does their way
differ from techniques you had previously tried?
JG I have written extensively about this elsewhere - here
is an excerpt from a chapter I wrote for a forthcoming
book edited by Stan Krippner - the story I tell is from
my forthcoming book, "The Traditional Death of Crow
Woman".
--quote----
It isn't just that Natives use dreams more as stories
than non-Natives rather it is that dreams for them are
more present as lived experiences in another realm which
then serve to guide. Let me illustrate from part of a
story I have just completed telling in book form
(Gackenbach, in press b) about a Canadian Native woman
who died four years ago at age 49.
Raised in a dysfunctional family and repeating
the pattern in her adult life, Crow Woman became involved
in the recovery movement through individual and group
work and successfully recovered from alcoholism and drug
addiction. She herself became a counselor to other
Natives. The hundreds of people at her funeral and
constant stream of visitors during her last weeks
attested to the success of her personal efforts at
helping other Natives to recover from their own histories
of addiction, violence, and abuse.
At the time she was diagnosed with cancer, she
was deeply committed to her culture's traditional beliefs
and practices. Despite a grim prognosis, she rejected
surgery, radiation, and chemotherapy as culturally
inconsistent. Instead she immediately turned to the "Old
Man", an 82-year-old shaman who speaks six Native
languages. She lived with his family, fasting, using
poultices and herbal/root remedies the Old Man prepared,
and taking sweats to purge the cancer from her body.
The paradox of her finally attaining
psychological health along with profound spiritual
transcendence experiences at the time of her physical
bodies disintegration was the ground work for a powerful
teaching story among the family which they agreed to
share with me and readers of my book.
Because of the sensitivity of the Cree for dreams
and their belief that dreams are the "place" where one
receives "visits" from those who have passed on, Crow
Woman has continued to be a major influence in the lives
of those close to her. Her messages are not always
welcome or immediately understood but their impact is
clearly due to the beliefs of those who experience these
dreams. Here are two examples of how the Native episteme
around dreams of Crow Woman drove subsequent action.
When Crow Woman's cousin, Jessy, went to sleep
she was feverish to point of almost delirious. And when
she woke the dream was vivid and compelling. In it Crow
Woman told her distant cousin to sit down, "There are
some messages I have to tell you that you have to pass on
to people". Jessy was reluctant but Crow Woman insisted.
When Jessy woke she thought, "I am not doing this". When
I asked this young Native woman what her was resistance
was about, Jessy said the messages were like Crow Woman,
straight forward and direct . Jessy also felt, why me?
First of all she and Crow Woman did not get along that
well before Crow Woman died and despite being a family
member, Jessy was kind of new to the family dynamics
having been raised in another province. So when she asked
Crow Woman in the dream, "why me", it was "because I know
you will tell them."
Then Crow Woman told her cousin the messages. One
was for the Old Man's Wife, who was an elder herself to
which this heavy set Cree woman, replied, "there is no
way I can tell Jen that." The grandfathers were telling
Crow Woman that Jen had to heal her psychological garbage
before she could represent them in the teachings. If she
didn't the people would have a hard time hearing the true
teachings. It was a lot for a young Native woman to pass
onto an elder.
Then Crow Woman told Jessy, "you know you've got
one coming too". Jessy mumbled, "Yea, I kind of figured I
did." Her message was that Jessy had to get over her
pettiness. You have a lot of work to do and we don't have
time for you to be petty. "It just hit me like a sledge
hammer." Although she knew she was capable of being
petty, she had worked very hard to hide those inner
thoughts from others. It was a deeply secret part of
herself. In fact, when Jessy told me I too was surprised
as I had known her well for almost four years and
pettiness was the last thing I would have thought about
Jessy. It was indeed well hidden.
Jessey's reaction to what Crow Woman said is
indicative of the perception that is widely spread in
Crow Woman's family. The dream comes from out there and
is NOT simply internal unresolved personal issues. With
my western scientific hat, I might say, "of course Crow
Woman knew about your pettiness because it was your dream
thus it was simply you telling yourself about yourself".
But to say that to Jessy or to any of the family members
about many, if not all, of their dream experiences of
Crow Woman would be to strip them of their meaning,
source, and importance. As I conducted the interviews for
this book gradually I found it easier to think of their
experiences as somehow "otherworldly". It is clear to me
that this view of "reality" is one that I struggle with
sharing yet deeply respect.
About three years after Crow Woman died her
eldest son, Wil, and his common-law wife, Carla,
separated. Carla and their children had moved to a
downstairs apartment. At 28 years of age, this tall young
man is not only good looking and well built but he has a
personal presence that makes many a woman's head turn
which may have been instrumental in their separation.
A day after the separation Wil had a powerful
dream of his mother. The room where Wil slept seemed so
empty without the baby's crib and the other things that
make a home with children seem so much a home. He had
taken in a roommate who slept in the same room. The
roommate liked to sleep with the window open and Wil felt
quite cold that night as he fell asleep.
He dreamed that he was with his mother and his
older sister, Shelly. There "was only us three through
that whole dream and we were quite simply having fun". He
continued, "I can remember us joking around, having fun,
actually being happy. It's nothing I felt before." He
wished he had written it down but the thing that stood
out the most for him was how "happy, really, really,
happy." they were. "It was like she was alive, it wasn't
now, it wasn't like it was before. It was like it [would
have been] now [and mom and] Shelly were with me and we
were having fun. It wasn't something that has to be
explained. We were close." It was a "sign for me that is
how it would be if she was here." Then he awoke.
"It was dark, it was cold, and it was dead silent. I
felt so scared. I couldn't go to sleep. I couldn't move.
It was totally different. It was like I was pulled from
good to evil." He was so scared that he could not sleep.
So he got up and went downstairs to his wives apartment.
"I went into the bedroom and I [picked up] my daughter
and hugged her. Everything in that room downstairs was so
opposite of what it was upstairs. If you can ever
understand what love feels like that was it." He cried
for about 10 or 15 minutes while his tiny daughter
stroked his head. "It was almost like my mother was
saying 'what are you doing up there, you should be
downstairs with your family.' I did not try to understand
why that happened or why those emotions were so strong. .
. . It felt like she pushed me, she made me, she was
there, I know she was there." He pointed out that
ordinarily he would not have gotten out of bed and sought
out his wife and child because of his pride.
As with his cousin Jessy's story of a dream message
from Crow Woman, Wil's story can also be easily reduced
to internal psychological mechanisms interacting with
previous real lie events in order to create the dream. As
a scientifically trained psychologist it is easy for me
to use such reductionistic thinking when faced with such
stories including my own. Not only do I then stay within
the accepted limits of my science but also the limits of
my cultures view of reality.
Yet, I would be doing Wil and Jessy a disservice if I
were to approach their dreams in this fashion. Further, I
would be doing both my professional and personal self a
disservice.
In the cases of these young Native people it
wasn't the dreams per sec that caused their actions
rather it was their belief about the reality of the
source of the dream which resulted in the powerful impact
of the dreams and the actions that were subsequently
taken.
Jessy could be petty and Wil knew he could be
filled with too much pride. In Jessy's case it was very
well hidden, if she believed that the dream was only her
inner self acting on the minds play ground, she may have
been impacted by it but I doubt to the extent that she
was. Jessy only told the messages after struggling for
several days with whether she should and finally when she
lost her voice she realized she had to tell the tale.
It would have been easy to have contextualized
the message of her dream with her waking rational voice
as, "well, there may be truth to these messages but I
have no right to say these things to these people. I have
no right to represent Crow Woman who I didn't even get
along with." So too for Wil, upon awakening if he didn't
have the belief system he had in the reality of the
presence of his mother his waking pride may have kept him
in bed.
But Jessy's belief that Crow Woman came from the
spirit world of the dead to deliver these messages from
the grandfathers via Jessy was so deep, that by not doing
it she lost her voice. Only when she began to deliver the
messages did her voice return. So too, Wil's belief in
the reality of the visitation caused him to take an
action which resulted in the purging of some deeply held
hurts as his daughter and wife looked on.
It seems to me that the power of the dream to act
as a guiding story for the Cree is dependent on their
beliefs in its separate ontology. In the next section I
will briefly review some of the empirical research on the
dream perspectives of the central Alberta Cree.
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VQ
Have you been more influenced by book theories or
by word of mouth theories?
JG I love the question! I am going to interpret this to
me formal scholarly Theories (book) and informal peer
group discussions (word of mouth). The first important
theoretical influence was my father, so I suppose that
was word of mouth. He spoke to me about philosophy and
eastern metaphysics as well as parapsychology and
religion from early childhood. He got his BA from Duke in
psychology just before WWII and specifically went there
to study parapsychology with MacDougall who had opened
the parapsychology lab there. These many years of
personal teaching laid the groundwork for my interest in
these topics and eventually in dreams. Then in the 60's
and early 70's I was a child of my generation (baby boom)
and explored these same ideas from an experiential
perspective. Upon entering graduate school in 1974 I
began a real scholarly interest in dreams and related
states/experiences. From then the most influential were
scholarly - although some of this was quite word of mouth
- much of what I learned from Harry Hunt, Skip Alexander
and Steve LaBerge came from personal discussion. When I
moved to Canada I became involved with a Cree Shaman and
the teaching again became primarily verbal although I
still am left breathless at a truly brilliant work in
book/paper form. For instance, as much as I have spoken,
worked with, and read the work of Harry Hunt I am stunned
by the breadth and scope of his new book "The Nature of
Consciousness". As I face 50 (in a few weeks!) I take my
wisdom where I can find it and am less and less fussy
about it's source.
VQ I know it is difficult, but could you summarize the
theories of Harry Hunt, Skip Alexander and Steve LaBerge,
or just briefly "introduce" them to us?
JG Summarize theories - don't I wish!!!!! Harry wrote
"The Multiplicity of Dreams" and is one of the original
researchers into lucid dreaming. Skip is a developmental
psychologists who has proposed an empirically supported
model of the development of higher states of
consciousness based on the teachings of Maharishi Mahesh
Yogi, I lived near him in Iowa for almost and as with
Harry we became close friends. I worked with Steve for
about 10 years in the early days of research into lucid
dreaming.
VQ Also Would you like to give some info about ASD and
the new bulletin board?
JG it's up and running - linked to "cold fusion." Let's
see I proposed to the executive committee of ASD that we
mount a web page last fall. I got approval for a very
small budget and very conservative first page.that is to
say, we decided to start with only what we already have
in the public domain.However, there was a part of that
proposal which said there would be a BB for ASD related
matters - with the need for a BB for the conference the
initial concept has broadened and now there is a lot of
debate about whether we should interpret dreams on it -
at this point it is roughly monitored and dreams are not
interpreted; although they are certainly central to any
task we do there. it is linked from Electric Dreams - it
is
http://www.outreach.org/gmcc/asd
VQ Who do you think may benefit from participating
in
" Unlocking the Secrets of Your Dreams?"
JG The course is designed as non-credit and introductory.
I am hoping to show students both the science and
experiential work with dreaming, by offering them a
variety of information on dreams from which they can pick
and choose in a web page format.The assignments allow
them to begin to think about their own dreams in a
psychologically "safe" and fun way. As the course
progresses there are activities which allow more depth in
this work.
Interview conducted by Victoria Quinton
mermaid 8*)
http://daemon.apana.org.au/~mermaid
share a dream; cvstobvs prr
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Comments on Dream by Jung= Review by Sue B.
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I was reading "The Way of the Dream: Conversations on
Jungian Dream Interpretation" by Fraser Boa with
Marie-Louise von Franz and thought I'd share this passage
with you.
Jung had an amazing dream "in which he encountered the
Self in the form of a yogi. Jung dreamt he was walking
along a little road and came to a small chapel. He
entered and was surprised that there was no statue of the
Virgin on the altar nor a crucifix either, but only a
beautiful flower arrangement.
And then he saw on the floor in front of the altar a yogi
sitting in lotus posture, in deep meditation.
Jung realized with a shock that this was the yogi who was
imagining him, and that in his trance, a kind of active
imagination, he was imagining the life of Jung, dreaming
him. Jung knew that when the yogi woke up, he, Jung
would no longer exist. The ordinary Professor Jung was
the dream of that greater
inner figure.
And yet, at the same time, the yogi figure was a dream of
Dr. Jung's. This paradox reminds me (M. von Franz) of
the dream of Chuang Tzu.
Chuang Tzu said that he once dreamt that he was a
butterfly. That dream left him puzzling ever after
whether he was a man who dreamt that he was a butterfly
or whether he was a butterfly who dreamt that he was a
man. A butterfly is a symbol of the Self. Are we the
dream of the Self or is the Self our dream? We just
don't know."
Sue B.
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Dolphins, Whales, and Dreamtime
by Trisha Lamb Feuerstein (dolphintlf@aol.com)
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As part of my research for a book on the psychological,
spiritual, and cultural significance of cetaceans
(dolphins and whales) as evinced in classical and New Age
myth, art, dreams, various genres of fiction, and
human-cetacean encounters, I've collected and analyzed
the themes in several dozen dreams in which dolphins
and/or whales played a significant role.
Before examining the major themes in these dreams,
however, I will briefly discuss the broader association
of cetaceans with dreams and the dreamtime, followed by
an overview of the meanings assigned to cetaceans in
dream and symbol encyclopedias from the turn of the
century to the present.
If you ask a person who has had a waking encounter with a
dolphin or whale what it was like, one of the most common
answers you will receive is, "It was just like a dream."
I personally distinctly recall having this feeling the
second time I swam with wild dolphins. The thought, "Am I
dreaming?" kept repeating itself in my mind.
Also, if you survey book, audiotape, and videotape titles
about dolphins and whales, you will find several
containing the word "dream,", such as _Dolphin Dream_,
_Dolphin Dreaming_, _Dolphin Dreamtime_, _Journey into
Dolphin Dreamtime_, and _Deepwater Dreams_. The group
Enigma has a song entitled "The Dream of the Dolphin,"
and the last intriguing line states, "Man is the dream of
the dolphin."
Associations with dreams are also common in mythological
and fictional works with cetacean characters, where you
will find they communicate with, or influence, humans in
the dreamtime. I'm reading two books right now, one
science fiction, the other based on Maori mythology, and
in each the dolphins and whales contact humans, or
transport them from place to place, in the dreamtime.
Dreamtime connections between cetaceans and humans are
also present in other native people's lore, including
that of Australian Aborigines, Native Americans, and
others.
Why would humans have this response in the presence of
dolphins and whales, or write about them in relation to
the dreamtime?
On the simplest level, unlike us terrestrial humans,
cetaceans
exist in the water realm, the realm of ceaseless movement
and formlessness, a realm with a timeless, dreamlike
quality. It is also interesting to note that since they
are conscious breathers, dolphins and whales never sleep
as we do, as they must remain at least partially vigilant
to avoid drowning. What they seem to do is rest one half
of their brain at a time, while the other half remains
alert enough to breathe and monitor their environment.
There is also some controversy among scientists about
whether or not cetaceans themselves dream, with the
consensus being that they do not, although at least one
scientist claims to have observed brief periods of REM in
a captive dolphin.
What does this imply? To posit an answer to this
question, one has to leave the realm of science and enter
the realm of speculation. Some surmise that since
cetaceans do not sleep in the sense that we do, and
because of the state an aqueous environment tends to
induce, they may be in a kind of perpetual state of lucid
or wakeful dreaming, and perhaps that is one of the
reasons we tend to experience the sensation of dreaming,
or altered perception, when in their presence. It is
interesting to consider that some humans work for years
to be able to enter at will a state of wakeful dreaming,
seeing it as a doorway to the higher realms, to the
dreamtime of the aborigines, and so on, and yet this, or
something akin to it, may be the constant state of
dolphins and whales.
In another vein, sometimes the initial or only contact
people ever have with cetaceans is in their dreams, and
it can be life- changing. Rebecca Fitzgerald, who
facilitates wild dolphin and whale swim expeditions
through her company Dolphinswim, was working as a
psychotherapist when she began to dream of "spotted"
dolphins (which she didn't know existed) in very clear
water. The dreams recurred for ten nights, first with
only a couple of dolphins, and then each night more
appeared until there were uncountable many. The dreams
suggested to her she would be working with these dolphins
and taking people out to interact with them. The dreams
became very intense and insistent, so much so that she
asked for them to stop. After they ceased, she went to
the library to look up "spotted" dolphins and found there
was, in fact, such a species. About four years later, she
read an article in a Jungian magazine by a psychologist
doing dolphin therapy with autistic children, and
observed how dolphins place no expectations on us,
whereas human therapists inevitably do. She knew
immediately that taking people out to spend time with
dolphins was what she wanted to do, quit her
psychotherapy job, and has been taking people out to swim
with the same pods of Atlantic spotted dolphins in the
clear waters of the Bahamas for the past several years.
With that introduction, let's now take a look at what
dream and symbol encyclopedias over the past century have
said about the significance of dolphins and whales in
dreams. It is interesting to note that in the early part
of this century, when we knew little about dolphins and
whales, other than the dangers and difficulty of
harpooning them from small wooden boats in an unforgiving
ocean, they were viewed as bad omens in dreams, whereas
now, given our perception of them as primarily gentle,
playful, curious, intelligent, cooperative beings, they
are viewed as very positive, even spiritual signs,
symbolizing divine or pure qualities, good fortune, and
transformation.
Some examples:
c. 1900
A dolphin in a dream may symbolize the liability to come
under a new government, said in the encyclopedia to be
"not a very good dream"[7].
A whale in a dream may symbolize a misunderstanding to be
cleared up in time, or a delayed wedding[13].
c. 1935
A dolphin in a dream may symbolize loss of a
sweetheart[5, 9], death of some near relation or friend,
or pursuits not to one's advantage[9]. If about to
travel, it means great danger[14]. If a single man or
woman sees a dolphin from the deck of a boat, he or she
should guard against the wiles of designing members of
the opposite sex[12].
A whale in a dream may symbolize the threat of a loss of
property if it approaches or attacks your ship, and/or it
may throw you into a whirlpool of disasters[11]. If you
catch a whale on a line, there may be an improvement in
your relations[12].
c. 1970 - present
A dolphin may symbolize advancement through your own
mental
vigor[10]; encouragement to grow without fear; speed and
prudence[2]; joy and ecstasy; great intelligence[6];
god-like qualities or divine light; resurrection and
salvation of Christ or oneself[2, 6].
In mythology, the dolphin is a psychopomp, one who guides
souls to the afterworld, and is also associated with
Dionysus, the god of liquids and dissolution. Thus, a
dolphin in a dream may signal some kind of
transformation.
A whale can symbolize the world, the body, and the grave,
and is an essential symbol of containing and
concealing[2]. From this flows the dream significance of
the whale as an omen of protection[11]. If you see the
tail flukes, it signifies that freedom from worry may
soon be yours[10].
Also related to containment is the Jonah symbology. Being
swallowed by a whale in a dream signifies a dark period
in the bowels of nature or a terrifying inversion in
which you see under the waters of the unconscious, but
also find the power of the inner world and are born
anew[1, 3], or transformed.
This theme of transformation is apparent in native
people's cetacean myths and in cetacean art as well, so
it is not surprising that it would be present in dreams.
The whale may also signify the realm of the feminine in
dreams, whether the unconscious or the Mother[1, 4],
because of its enormous cavities[11], and is also the
symbolic equivalent of the mystic mandorla, or area of
intersection of the circles of heaven and earth,
comprising and embracing the opposites of existence[2].
(The most significant dream I've ever had occurred over
two decades ago and contained two orcas tossing a big,
soft, vinyl-covered ball back and forth between them in
perfect harmony, and the vinyl covering was in the form
of the yin-yang symbol. I knew little about the yin-yang
symbol at the time, but, like Rebecca above, went to the
library to learn more about it after the dream. It is
interesting to note that in the course of my recent
research I've come across more than thirty examples of
dolphins and/or whales overlayed on, or otherwise
associated with, the yin-yang symbol. This relates to the
primary theme I've found associated with them across all
categories--that of harmony and balance.)
The whale may also signify a pleasing achievement in
social or business life, despite much opposition[11].
And, finally, the whale may signify spiritual
magnanimity. It appears in a dream as a form of
recognition from higher sources[4]. Now, toward the close
of the twentieth century, it is an honor for a whale or a
dolphin to appear in one's dreams.
Having taken a brief look at some of the symbolic
significance attributed to cetaceans in dream and symbol
encyclopedias, let's turn to the themes one finds in
actual dreams of dolphins and
whales.
The most prominent theme in the dreams I've collected is
that of the dolphin or whale helping the dreamer to
overcome fear, especially fear of the water/death. Often
in these dreams, a dolphin or whale will take the dreamer
either gently or forcefully down into the water, which
can be frightening, even terrifying, at first. The
dreamers then find, however, that the dolphin or whale
protects them, or that they can breathe underwater, and
that the underwater realm, or the realm of the
unconscious or emotions, is safe. This newfound ability
to breathe underwater also relates to the earlier
discussed symbology of transformation or growth.
A related theme found is that the dolphins or whales
communicate they'll _always_ be there to protect the
dreamer. One person always tends to dream of dolphins and
whales when she is going through a crisis and finds they
soothe and calm her.
Many dreamers say they experience a kind of
deep/wordless/telepathic/profound/reassuring/anciently
wise communication from dolphins and whales in their
dreams, and that this communication seems to put them in
touch with their (the dreamers') deep spiritual nature.
They awaken from these and other dolphin and whale dreams
feeling--the most commonly used words are "serene" and
"peaceful"--but also happy, energized, or blissful. Some
dreamers are shifted from a gray or depressed state to a
lighter, happier mood, which many also claim happens when
meeting a dolphin or whale in the waking state.
Often there is physical contact by the dolphin or whale
in a dream, usually somewhere at the head, sometimes at
chakras, which in every dream I've collected thus far
results in bliss, heart- opening, etc.
In some of the dreams, the dreamers become a dolphin or a
whale and feel what it is like to have a dolphin or whale
body, but not usually dolphin or whale consciousness.
They are accepted as a member of the dolphin or whale
social group and invited to return.
In one dream, a dolphin was a profound sign of healing
and fertility, the dreamer becoming pregnant shortly
thereafter, after many years of infertility.
Dreamers also tend to receive messages from cetaceans in
their dreams, or other humans in their dreams give them
messages about cetaceans. Some examples of messages from
dolphins or whales include:
"We come to warn you--about the end of the world."
"Tell the children this: Tell the children there will be
a world for them to grow up in. Tell the children this:
Man is not the only species to determine the fate of the
earth."
"Movement is the key to interspecies communication."
Some examples of messages from humans include:
"I am going to tell you something very important: You
must listen to the dolphins." (This fourteen-year-old
dreamer said this
dream, which contained more than this
statement, was one of the most important he had ever had,
that his way of thinking completely changed after having
it, making him kinder and better able to comprehend the
unity of all species.)
"Writing data dolphins requires a little metaphor." (This
was recently said to me by another human in one of my
dreams.)
A final prominent theme in the dreams I've collected is
the beating and/or slaughter of dolphins and whales. This
image, and those dream messages above about the state of
the world, all tie in with one strong symbolic aspect of
cetaceans as found in science fiction and New Age
mythology--that of dolphins and whales as environmental
messengers, calling us to take heed of the consequences
of our actions by observing what it has done and
continues to do to them, and ultimately to us.
In summary, dolphins and whales in the dreams I've
gathered seem primarily to call us to transcend our fear,
falling out of our mind and into our feeling and
reconnecting with peace, joy, bliss, and serenity. They
also, however, call us to take heed of our destructive
actions and thus mend our relationship with them,
ourselves, and the planet.
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The Lucid Dreamer's Manual
- Inducing Lucid Dreams -
A compilation of various Lucid Dreaming techniques.
by Lee Holmes (Holmes@Cycor.Ca) (Part 2 of
2)
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Step 4: Lucid Dream Induction Methods
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Here is a compilation of a few lucid dream induction
methods. As mentioned before, if you don't believe in one
or it doesn't work for you, then simply use another
method.
[Dream Incubation, by the Lucidity Institute]
1. Formulate your intention Before bed, come up with
a single phrase or question encapsulating the topic you
wish to dream about: "I want to visit San Francisco."
Write the phrase down, and perhaps draw a picture
illustrating the question. Memorize the phrase and the
picture (if you have one). If you have a specific action
you wish to carry out in your desired dream ("I want to
tell my friend I love her."), be sure to carefully
formulate it now. Beneath your target phrase, write
another saying, "When I dream of [the phrase], I will
remember that I am dreaming."
2. Go to bed Without doing anything else, go
immediately to bed and turn out the light.
3. Focus on your phrase and intention to become
lucid Recall your phrase or the image you drew. Visualize
yourself dreaming about the topic and becoming lucid in
the dream. If there is something you want to try in the
dream, also visualize doing it once you are lucid.
Meditate on the phrase and your intention to become
lucid in a dream about it until you fall asleep. Don't
let any other thoughts come between thinking about your
topic and falling asleep. If your thoughts stray, just
return to thinking about your phrase and becoming lucid.
4. Pursue your intention in the lucid dream When
in a lucid dream about your topic carry out your
intention. Ask the question you wish to ask, seek ways to
express yourself, try your new behavior, or explore your
situation. Be sure to notice your feelings and be
observant of all details of the dream.
5. When you have achieved your goal, remember to
awaken and recall the dream.
[Chakra Method: From "Treatise on Lucid Dreaming" by
Robert Bruce]
Sit in a chair, or lie down, and relax your whole body.
Starting with the feet, tense them and relax them.
Continue this with calves, thighs, hips, stomach, chest,
arms, neck and face. Go over this a few times until you
feel completely relaxed.
Breath Awareness
Breath awareness will help to calm and focus your mind
and awareness. Breathe deeply and slowly. Be aware of the
breath entering and leaving your body. Feel it coming in
and feel it going out. Focus your whole attention on your
lungs and the breathing process and it will help to
occupy your surface mind. Gently push any intruding
thoughts away as they begin, before they distract you. By
feeling your breath coming in and out you are shifting
your awareness into your chest.
Mental Hands
The mental hands technique will train you to shift your
point of awareness to other parts of your body. This will
also give you greater body awareness which is very
important in lucid dreaming.
Calm your mind and relax your body. Imagine you have a
pair of invisible hands. Feel your awareness in these
hands, just the same as with breath awareness where you
concentrate your awareness on your lungs. Stroke yourself
slowly with these hands, start at your feet go on up
through your legs and through the rest of your body. Try
and FEEL these imaginary hands relaxing and soothing you.
Become aware of and use these hands as you are doing the
relaxation exercise. Start at the feet, tensing and
relaxing muscles. Feel your mental hands in these muscles
as they tense and relax them. Work your way through your
whole body this way. Feel your body relaxing at the touch
of them. Your point of awareness is in these hands. You
are shifting your point of consciousness into different
parts of your body as you do this.
Energy Raising
When you are familiar with your new mental hands, use
them to pull energy up from your feet and through your
legs to the base chakra. Imagine you are gripping energy
and pulling it up through you. Combine this with your
breathing. Draw it up through you with the inhale and
hold it in place on the exhale. Do this over and over
again for at least a few minutes.
This is the natural path of the energy that flows through
you. With practice you will actually feel this energy
tingling and surging through you.
Chakras: These are situated at: 1. The base of the spine
(between the anus and the genitals) 2. The spleen
(slightly below the belly button) 3. The solar plexus (1
hand-span above the belly button) 4. The heart (centre of
the chest) 5. The base of the throat. 6. The centre of
the forehead. 7. Crown ( whole top of your head). They
are best imagined as roughly the size of your hand,
except for the crown chakra which is much larger and
covers the whole of the head above the hairline.
Chakra Stimulation
Chakras are transformers that convert raw energy into
energy of a different type. During these exercises your
chakras will be pumping energy into your astral body.
Pull energy up through your legs with your mental hands
to your base chakra. Use your mental hands to open this
chakra. Imagine you are tearing open a bread roll where
the chakra is. Draw this energy up to the next one and
open it, and on to the next one and so on. Repeat this
over a few times. You may not feel much at first, but
with practise you will feel a tingling surge of energy
like adrenaline and a fluttering or pulsing under your
skin as you do this.
Even if you don't feel anything you are still raising
some energy. When I first started using my chakras, many
years ago, I didn't feel anything happening in them for
several months. Many people report feeling some sensation
in them the first time they do this. Some people seem to
have more natural chakra activity than others.
Closing The Chakras
After any work on opening the chakras it is Very
Important to close them unless you are going to use them,
or go to sleep shortly after. During sleep they will
close naturally after an hour or so. This closing is
especially important if you feel strong activity in them.
If you leave a chakra open during normal day to day
activity, you can bleed energy. This will can fatigue and
health problems. To close them, simply reverse the
process until no activity is felt. Feel your mental hands
closing them and push the energy back down.
Stop and Check
Keep checking your muscles for any tensing during the
energy raising and chakra stimulation exercises and
re-relax as needed. Your muscles will automatically try
and respond as you draw energy up through you. Remember,
this is all mental. Your body must stay calm and relaxed
throughout this.
Practise
The relaxation, breath awareness and mental hands
exercises should, ideally, be carried out daily. They can
be done anywhere and anytime you have a few minutes to
spare. You will, in time, condition your body to respond
quickly and easily. Every time you do these, keep in mind
your intention of having lucid dreams. Whatever your
lucid dreaming trigger is, keep this in mind while you
are doing these exercises.
To Prepare For Lucid Dreaming
Do the relaxation exercise and use breath awareness to
calm your mind. Raise energy through you and stimulate
your chakras for five or ten minutes, or until you start
feeling heavy.
This heaviness happens when you enter a trance. The
trance state is brought on by deep relaxation. In a
trance you are very open to self hypnosis and suggestion.
This is the best time to program yourself with the
trigger to become lucid in a dream. In the trance state
you may feel like you are paralysed but you can usually
move if you try, its just a big effort. If you can't, do
your lucid dream trigger affirmations and go to sleep.
Note: Once you reach the trance stage, stop any further
energy raising or chakra stimulation and proceed with the
trigger programming stage.
Do your normal affirmations that remind you to become
lucid during your dreams and remember all when you wake
up. Say to yourself, " I must remember to look at my
watch" or " I must remember to look at my hands" Say this
over and over to yourself until you fall asleep.
Note: These exercises are best done, one at a time, apart
from the combined energy raising - chakra opening one,
lying on your back.
When you have completed them and are ready for dreaming,
assume your normal sleeping position for the night.
[Symbol Trigger method, by Swami Vimanananda]
1 Give up a favorite food or drink for 1 month,
telling the mind : I'm doing this for more
awareness during dreams.
2. Fast monthly, on new moon. This can be a day of
eating fruit only, just juices, or pure water,
depending on what you are used to. This tells your
subconscious that you are serious about paying
attention to the 'internal' world. According to Yoga,
fasting opens the Moon chakra, which is the
gateway to the Dream world.
3. Visualize some symbol while falling asleep, and
look for that symbol in your dreams. That symbol
will trigger lucidity. The Tibetans use a small,
white, glowing letter 'A' .
[Auto-Suggestion method, by Peg Steigerwald]
One effective technique for planting
auto-suggestions is the following: while falling asleep,
prop your arm so that when you do fall asleep it will hit
you in the head (lightly). When your arm hits your head,
it will wake you slightly and enable you to plant many
auto-suggestions without falling asleep. If you plant a
suggestion related to lucid dreaming, your chances of
having one that night are much higher.
[External Supplements for Lucidity, by Bob]
The "Mega Brain" tapes that are easily found in
stores offer another type of Lucidity induction. By out-
putting certain beat frequencies from the speakers, a
third "phantom frequency" is created by the brain. Two
tapes from this set which help in attaining lucidity are
"High Coherence" and "Sound Sleep", both by Kelly
Hutchinson. Although these tapes do not induce lucidity,
they assist in attaining it.
Another supplement which aids in lucid dreaming
is known as the DMAE/H3 liquid supplement, sold by
TwinLabs. This supplement helps to clear the mind, and
enables you to recall dreams much more vividly.
[Use of pot to attain lucidity, by Vossen]
1) Get yourself woken up 2 or 3 hours before you would
have had your usual amount of sleep.
2) Have a small meal, containing a fair amount of
sugar and milk , I take a cup of yoghurt mixed with some
pieces of fruit and a sandwich.
3) SMOKE about 0.1 to 0.2 gram of a really high
quality hasjies, more specific get the best hasjies you
can lay your hands and smoke the LEAST AMOUNT NECESSARY
to feel it having an effect. The intention is NOT to get
yourself well and truly stoned, because if you do, you
won't remember anything of your dreams. The idea is
rather to have your mind to be just slightly tickled.
4) Empty your bowels.
5) Go to bed again.
The effect of point 3) is that you will be able to
step into a dream with much greater ease .
Another possible effect of point 3) is of course:
getting arrested, This is why you should live in the
Netherlands because over hear you can walk around with a
maximum of 30 grams of the stuff without the government
being nasty.
[Music as a link to lucid dreams, by Steven Lance]
While reading material relating to lucid
dreaming, or browsing alt.dreams.lucid, have a certain
song playing repeatedly. As you fall asleep, keep the
song playing in the background low enough to allow you to
sleep. This method seems to form a link between your
subconscious, the music, and lucid dreaming. If the music
is playing while you are asleep, your subconscious can
still dwell on the idea of lucid dreaming much longer
than you consciously could.
[Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams (MILD) Technique, by
Stephen LaBerge]
1. Setup dream recall. Set your mind to awaken
from dreams and recall them. When you awaken
from a dream, recall it as completely as you can.
2. Focus your intent.
While returning to sleep, concentrate
single-mindedly on your intention to remember to
recognize that you're dreaming. Tell yourself: "Next
time I'm dreaming, I want to remember I'm dreaming."
Try to feel that you really mean it. Focus your thoughts
on this idea alone. If you find yourself thinking
about anything else, let it go and bring your mind
back to your intention to remember.
3. See yourself becoming lucid.
At the same time, imagine that you are back in the
dream you just woke from (or another one you have
had recently if you didn't remember a dream on
awakening), but this time you recognize that it is a
dream. Look for a dreamsign--something in the dream
that demonstrates plainly that it is a dream (see
NightLight 1.3 & 1.4 for more about dreamsigns).
When you see it say to yourself: "I'm dreaming!" and
continue your fantasy. Imagine yourself carrying out your
plans for your next lucid dream. For example, if you
want to fly in your lucid dream, imagine yourself
flying when you come to the point in your fantasy
that you "realize" you are dreaming.
4. Repeat until your intention is set.
Repeat steps 2 and 3 until your intention is set;
then let yourself fall asleep. If, while falling
asleep, you find yourself thinking of anything else,
repeat the procedure so that the last thing in your
mind before falling asleep is your intention to remember
to recognize the next time you are dreaming.
[Lucid Dream Induction Devices (Cut from Lucidity
Institute FAQ)]
The Lucidity Institute offers several electronic devices
that help people achieve lucid dreams. They were
developed through laboratory research at Stanford
University by LaBerge, Levitan, and others. The basic
principle behind all of these devices is as follows: The
primary task confronting someone who wishes to have a
lucid dream is to remember that intention while in a
dream. We often remember to do things while awake through
reminders: notes, strings around fingers, alarms, and so
on. However, such reminders are of little use in dreams,
although there are other kinds of reminders that are in
fact helpful. The observation that some sensory events
are occasionally incorporated into ongoing dreams (like
your clock radio or the neighbor's saw appearing
disguised in your dream rather than awakening you) led to
the idea of using a particular sensory stimulus as a cue
to a dreamer to become lucid. For example, a tape
recording of a voice saying "You're dreaming" played
while a person is in REM sleep will sometimes come
through into the dream and remind the person to become
lucid. In our research we settled on using flashing
lights as a lucidity cue, because they had less tendency
to awaken people than sound and were easy to apply. The
DreamLight and NovaDreamer devices also have a sound cue
option, which is useful for people who sleep more deeply.
The DreamLight, DreamLink, and NovaDreamer all work by
giving users flashing light cues when they are dreaming.
Users work with their devices to find an intensity and
length of cue that enters their dreams without awakening
them. In addition, device users should practice mental
exercises while awake for the best preparation for
recognizing the light cues when they appear in dreams.
The devices are based around a soft, comfortable sleep
mask, which contains the flashing lights. The DreamLight
and NovaDreamer detect the rapid eye movements of REM
sleep, when the wearer is likely to be dreaming, and give
cues when the level of eye movement activity is high
enough. The DreamLink lacks the eye movement detection
circuitry; the user sets its timer to trigger the cues at
times likely to coincide with REM periods.
These lucid dream induction devices offer a second method
of lucid dream stimulation. This method arose out of the
discovery that while sleeping with the DreamLight, people
frequently dreamed that they awakened wearing the device,
and pressed the button on the front of the mask to start
the "delay," a feature that disables cues while you are
drifting off to sleep. Ordinarily, the button would cause
a beep to tell you that you had successfully pressed it.
However, people were reporting that the button was not
working in the middle of the night. Actually, they were
dreaming that they were awakening and pressing the
button, and the button did not work because it was a
dream version of the DreamLight. Dream versions of
devices are notorious for not working normally. Once
people were advised that failure of the button in the
middle of the night was a sign that they were probably
dreaming, they were able to use this "dreamsign" reliably
to become lucid during "false awakenings" with the
DreamLight. This "reality test" button turned out to be
so useful that it became an important part of all the
lucid dream induction devices developed by the Lucidity
Institute. Research suggests that about half of the lucid
dreams stimulated by the devices result from using the
button for reality tests.
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Step 5: I'm lucid now but...
============================
[Dream Spinning, by Stephen LaBerge]
If you find yourself loosing your precious
lucidity during a dream, the problem is often remedied by
"dream spinning". When you find the dream fading, spin
around as you did when you were a child trying to get
dizzy. (You will not get dizzy from dream spinning
because your physical body is not spinning around).
Remind yourself, "The next scene will be a dream." When
you stop spinning, if it is not obvious that you are
dreaming, do a reality test. Even if you think you are
awake, you may be surprised to find that you are still
dreaming!
[Focal Point method, by Dr. Paul Tholey]
This method had actually been proposed by Dr.
Paul Tholey of Germany as a technique for causing
awakening from lucid dreams. This was to focus visual
attention on a single point in the dream and hold it
their until the dream ended. The experiment presented
this behavior as another dream prolonging technique, as a
way of testing the power of suggestion in the
effectiveness of actions meant to prolong dreams, and as
a test of the verity of Tholey's idea.
[Vocal method, by Stephen LaBerge]
When you find yourself loosing lucidity,
continually remind yourself that you are dreaming by
repeating phrases like "This is a dream!...This is a
dream!...This is a dream!" or "I'm dreaming...I'm
dreaming...I'm dreaming ...." This self-reminding can be
spoken "out-loud" in the dream, if necessary. Otherwise
it's better to say it silently to avoid the repetition
becoming the predominant feature of the dream.
[Awakening at Will from a Lucid Dream]
If the secret to preventing premature awakening
is to maintain active participation in the dream, the
secret to awakening at will is to withdraw your attention
and participation from the dream. Think, daydream, or
otherwise withdraw your attention from the dream, and you
are very likely to awaken. This method lends itself to
situations where you wish to fully remember intricate
details of the dream, such as lyrics to a song or results
from an experiment. Dreamer beware, however, that
awakening from a lucid dream more often than not causes
false awakenings. If you wish to wake from a dream, make
sure you are truly awake from them too or else your
efforts will be lost!
Lee Holmes (Holmes@Cycor.Ca)
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-DREAM TALK RADIO SHOW
-COMMUNAL MAGIC: A GROUP DREAMING PROJECT
-ELECTRIC DREAMS BULLETIN BOARD
-CONTENT ANALYSIS OF DREAMS - NEW SAT Program
GLOBAL DREAMING NEWS
******* SPECIAL HELP FOR DREAM CONTENT ANALYSIS STUDENTS
********
DreamSAT
Automated Dream Data Entry System and
Statistical Analysis Tool
DreamSAT is a Microsoft Excel spreadsheet that can make
your life much easier if you use the Hall/Van
de Castle system of quantitative content analysis. For
more detailed information about DreamSAT, read
the documentation at
http://zzyx.ucsc.edu/~dreams/DreamSAT/
******* ADVANCED INTENSIVE: THE ANALYTICAL PSYCHOLOGY OF
DREAMS *******
The CG Jung Foundation of New York will be presenting a
summer program on the Analytical Psychology of Dreams,
July 14-19, 1996. This intensive features workshops,
seminars and field trips for five full, stimulating days
of advanced dream study. Topics include:
- Archetypal Amplifications of Animal Imagery
- Dreams as Reflections of the Interpersonal Field of
Analysis
- Drama and Dreams, including a trip to the theatre
- The Ego-Self Relationship in Dreams
- The Eye of the Dreamer
For more information, or to register for the course,
contact:
Janet M. Careswell, Director The CG Jung Foundation of
New York
28 East 39th Street New York, NY 10016 (212) 697-6430
******** DREAM WAVE BREAKS ON THE WEB *******
Dream Wave is a new site on the web designed for reverie
and revelation about dreams. Through the Muse and Gold
pages, you can learn to discern your most valuable
dreams, separate the gold from the dross, and fashion
that gold into something of beauty and substance. Visit
this unique new site at:
http://www.dreamwv.com
********* DREAM WEB SITE UPDATES **********
Somnial Times' reports a web page URL change. It can now
be viewed at:
http://www.iit.edu/~banymic/somnial
I couldn't get through, but I had trouble at the older
address as well:
http://snoopy.acc.iit.edu:80/~banymic/somnial/
**********
DreamNet has added a page with info on the new 900 number
Dream Education & Information Line:
The purpose of our 900 line: to encourage you to begin
taking advantage of the valuable information presented
each night in your nighttime dreams. The options listed
on this page are among common questions and concerns most
individuals have about their dreams and about dreams, in
general.
http://waking.com/waking/dream/
Phone 1-900-988-2122 Ext. 6358
$2.99 min./ 18+/Procall (602) 954-7420
Procall (602) 954-7420
**********
DreamLink now has the capacity to run REAL TIME Video-
conferencing dream groups.
http://www.iag.net:80/~hutchib/.dream/
**********
How about bulletin board for Dream Chat? Try Angie's:
http://www.sonic.net/~williams/wwwboard/dreamboard.html
**********
For a list of lists of dream sites online, try the
Electric Dreams Links Page:
http://www.phys.unsw.edu.au/~mettw/edreams/links.html
You can ADD you links directly or send them in.
********* CONSCIOUS DREAMING, A SPIRITUAL PATH
*********
Robert Moss's new book, *Conscious Dreaming: A Spiritual
Path for Everyday Life* has just been released, and
includes considerable content on lucid dreaming, as well
as Australian aboriginal and other shamamanic dream
practices adapted for use by the dreamer.
******** DREAMS AND THE TENSION OF OPPOSITES ********
The C.G. Jung Institute-Boston is pleased to announce
its annual Summer Intensive Program, Living With the
Tension of the Opposites, June 30 through July 14, 1996.
The aim of the summer intensive program is to provide a
careful introduction to the psychology of C.G. Jung and
to suggest its application to everyday life. Focusing on
"The Opposites," a course in the basic principles of
Analytical Psychology will provide an overview of Jung's
concepts and outline the connection to the courses that
follow: Dream Work, Interpretation of Fairy Tales, Music,
Movement and Body Awareness, Mythology, Psychological
Types, The Family, and Pictures from the Unconscious.
Courses will be taught by the Institute's faculty.
The summer intensive is open to anyone interested in
Jungian
psychology and is especially appropriate for those
working in
counseling, education, medicine, psychotherapy, religion,
psychology, and social work. It is strongly recommended
for those who are considering training in Analytical
Psychology.
The program is limited to twenty participants. The
tuition fee
is $1,450 before June 1, $1,500 after June 1, and $1,550
for on site registration.
The Institute is located in the heart of the historical
Back Bay,
providing easy access to the rich cultural life of
Boston. For further information and application forms or
brochures, please contact:
The C.G.Jung Institute, Boston
283 Commonwealth Avenue
Boston, MA 02115
Telephone: (617) 267-5984
E-mail address: CGJUNGBOS1@aol.com.
********** FUTURE OF DREAMING ONLINE - ASD BULLETIN BOARD
TALK **********
When is dream sharing appropriate online and when is it
a violation or scam? Can clinical dreamwork be done
online? Who gets to decide? Come discuss these and
other topics on the ASD bulletin board
http://www.outreach.org/gmcc/asd/
Select "Bulletin Board"
********* ASSOCIATION FOR THE STUDY OF DREAMS CONFERENCE,
BERKELEY, CALIFORNIA, JULY 1996 *******
The latest discoveries on dreaming will be presented at a
five-day international conference of the Association for
the Study of Dreams at the Claremont Hotel and Spa in
Berkeley, California, USA. Diverse conference offerings
include scientific presentations by the world's foremost
dream researchers and authors, as well as workshops and
seminars that feature literacy, anthropological and
cinematic perspectives on dreaming, and
innovative approaches to using dreams in psychotherapy
and healing. In addition to over a hundred separate
events, the conference concludes with a Dream Ball to
which participants come dressed as their favorite or most
dreaded dream character or symbol. For more information
about the whole range of events and activities, as well
as to learn how to register, visit the ASD's home page
at:
http://www.outreach.org/gmcc/asd/
And get the latest Press Releases at
http://www.best.com/~rcwilk/asd-13/asd13new.htm
or email your request to: asdreams@aol.com
****** NEW FINDINGS ON THE MEANING AND CLINICAL USE OF
DREAMS *******
New findings on the meaning and clinical use of dreams by
European, Canadian and American researchers will be
revealed in a series of presentations and workshops on
Content Analysis of dreams, a scientific technique for
studying the meaning of dreams at this year's ASD
Conference in Berkeley, CA.
William Domhoff, Ph.D., author of *Finding the Meaning in
Dreams* and his colleagues and students will provide
training on content analysis and demonstrate its
applications for studying personality and the nature of
dreaming.
Ernest Hartmann, M.D., eminent dreams researcher, will
chair a symposium on July 10 that probes the fundamental
nature and purpose of dreaming.
Psychologist Alan Siegel, Ph.D., will coordinate a
two-day continuing education seminar featuring the latest
research and clinical techniques for helping survivors of
disaster, abuse, violence and war who suffer from
recurring nightmares as part of Post-Traumatic Stress
Disorder.
July 12, an all-day series of workshops entitled *Trauma,
Nightmares and Recovery* will feature Barry Krakow, M.D.,
on nightmares and victims of violence. Psychotherapist
Carol Warner, M.S.W., will explore dreams, sexual abuse
and memory. Alan Siegel, Ph.D., will present emerging
findings on children's dreams and a follow-up of his
study of the dreams of survivors of
the Oakland Firestorm of 1991. Johanna King, Ph.D., will
speak about dreamwork and the treatment of trauma.
Nearly a century after the publication of Freud's
*Interpretation of Dreams*, contemporary psychotherapists
still view dreams as the royal road to the unconscious
and emotional healing. A panel of dream experts (Milton
Kramer, M.D., John Beebe, M.D., and James Fosshage,
Ph.D.,) from differing schools (psychoanalytic, Jungian,
self psychology and cognitive) will debate current
theories and therapy techniques.
******** DREAMS, CREATIVITY AND THE ARTS *********
A major theme at this year's ASD conference in Berkeley
July 9-13, is the interface between dreaming and
creativity. Researcher and psychologist, Veronica Tonay,
will reveal unique symbolism and characteristics of
creative people's dreams. June Singer, M.D., will
lecture on *Dreaming the Dream Onward: Adventures in
Active Imagination*.
The interface between the world of dreams and visual
imagery will be explored in a juried art exhibit
featuring a reception with the artists on July 10. A July
12 evening seminar will explore the connection between
film-making and dreaming, and will feature an appearance
by screenwriter Kathleen Broyles and sleep researcher
James Pagel, M.D.
******** DREAMING IN CYBERSPACE, SHAMANISM, AIDS, O.J.
AND MORE AT THIS YEAR'S ASD CONFERENCE IN JULY !********
The ancient art of dream interpretation is flourishing in
Cyberspace and a networking center will broadcast parts
of the ASD conference on the World Wide Web and feature
simultaneous chats with dream researchers and aficionados
who can't attend the conference. Continuous exhibits and
demonstrations will teach participants how to get online
and network with a burgeoning community of other dreamers
world-wide. Richard Wilkerson,
editor of Electric Dreams, will guide both novices and
experienced Internet users.
More ASD information:
http://www.outreach.org/gmcc/asd/
and on the Conference:
http://www.best.com/~rcwilk/asd-13/asd13new.htm
Also appearing will be Jeremy Taylor who hosts a daily
dream show on America Online weekdays at 9a.m. EST.
The symbolism and healing power of dream work for AIDS
patients will be explored by Jungian Analyst Robert
Bosnak, who is the author of the newly released book
*Tracks in the Wilderness of Dreaming* and an earlier
book *Dreaming with an AIDS Patient*.
The universality of the dreaming experience will be
highlighted by anthropological and cross-cultural
seminars and by participants from Europe
and Asia. Australian aboriginal and other shamanic dream
practices have been adapted by Robert Moss as part of his
new book *Conscious Dreaming*. In addition, a debate on
the validity of Senoi Tribe dream practices and a number
of panel discussions on Native American views on dreams
will occur.
The spiritual dimensions of dreams will be touched upon
by religious studies scholar, Kelly Bulkeley, Ph.D., and
by psychologist and author Edward Hoffman, Ph.D., who
will present a workshop on the Jewish mystical tradition
and dreamwork. Steven LaBerge, noted lucid dreaming
researcher will speak about dreams and consciousness.
Even the legal aspects of dreaming will be
reviewed in a presentation on sleep, dreams and the law
by professor Carol Schrier Rupprecht, Ph.D., and her
attorney son, Whitney Rupprecht, J.D., which will focus
on the testimony of dream experts and the admissibility
of dreams as evidence in current legal cases such as the
O.J. Simpson trial.
*********** CONTINUING EDUCATION (CU) CREDITS AT ASD
XIII **********
ASD will be offering Continuing Education (CE) credits at its
conferences. For professionals in the mental health, health,
and education fields who attend the international and regional
conferences, selected parts of the program will now offer CE
credits. At Conference XIII in Berkeley, workshops and
seminars eligible for CE credits are marked CE TRACK in the
blue pre-program brochure and in the program guide that will be
handed out at the conference.
For more information, see the web page
http://www.best.com/~rcwilk/asd-13/ceunits.htm
Changes & updates to the CE TRACK are posted on the ASD
Homepage on the WWW.
http://www.outreach.org/gmcc/asd/
Select "Bulletin Board"
For further information, contact ASD Central Office at (7030
242 0062 leave a message or fax at (703) 242 8888. Also for
IACET information, they can be contacted at: IACET, 1200 19th
Street NW, Suite 300, Washington, DC 20036-2412 Phone (202) 857
1122 or FAX (202)-223 4579.
*********** ONLINE DREAM COURSES IN JUNE **********
#1
Author and dream researcher, Jayne Gackenbach, Ph.D. will
offer an online Internet Dream class starting in June.
For more information, check out the web site:
Unlocking the Secret of Your Dreams
Jayne Gackenbach, Ph.D.
An Internet course from Grant MacEwan Community College
Unlocking the Secret of Your Dreams is a noncredit
introductory
course that is delivered on the World Wide Web. The
course consists of five lessons which teach you to
interpret and work with your own dreams, both alone and
in an electronic group session. Each lesson is
accompanied by an assignment where you will put what you
have learned into practice, and answer a questionnaire
about your dream experiences. You will receive feedback
on the completed assignment the following week.
Throughout the course you will have access to a student
bulletin board where you can share your ideas and
impressions about dreams with others enrolled in the
class as well as an active dialogue with the instructor.
You can find out more information about the class as well
as register for it at:
http://www.outreach.org/dreams
Enrollment is limited so please register soon.
The course runs for six weeks (one lessons/assignment
takes two
weeks) beginning Monday, June 17, 1996 through Sunday,
July 28,
1996. This $129 value is being offered at a low
introductory price of $39 (US) or $49 (Canadian).
**********
#2
General Editor of Electric Dreams and Project Coordinator
for DreamGate, the International Internet Dream Community
Center, Richard Wilkerson, is opening the 8th section of
an online Internet Dream class starting June 1st.
Introduction to Dream Sharing in Cyberspace.
Richard Wilkerson, rcwilk@aol.com
An Internet course from DreamGate.
Cyber- Dream Sharing is a noncredit introductory
course that includes 20 e-mail essays on dreamwork from
Ancient Times to Modern Cyberspace, as well as dream
labs, groups and meetings in all Internet forums,
including e-mail dream groups, IRC Chat channels, Web
Bulletin Board discussions and experimental venues.
You can find the Syllabus for the Class at
http://users.aol.com/rcwilk/private/dg-1.htm
(Select Dream Class)
The course begins Tuesday, June 3rd and is $100.00, but
is at a special Intro price for Electric Dreams
Subscribers of $10.00 (US) Snail mail. Late comers
welcome if you don't mind getting several lessons at one
time.
To register, Send to Richard Wilkerson at rcwilk@aol.com
"Yes, I'd love to be in the June Dream Sharing Class -
put my name on the list and send me the registration
address!"
********** DREAM TALK RADIO SHOW *******
*Dreams, Another Way of Knowing* is a weekly dream-talk
show on public radio station KAZU 90.3 in Pacific Grove,
California. Each Wednesday night at 7 pm, listeners are
encouraged to call in and share their dreams, and to work
with the host in understanding what those dreams mean for
them. In addition, interviews with other researchers and
authors are regularly featured. The
host, Kathleen Sullivan, has been a practicing
dreamworker for over 15 years, and leads classes,
workshops and dreamgroups in the Monterey Bay region.
******* COMMUNAL MAGIC: A GROUP DREAMING PROJECT ********
Although the focus at the 1996 ASD conference is on
meeting with fellow dreamers, you can participate in
Communal Magic whether you will be physically present in
Berkeley, California or not. Just keep track of your
dreams for the next few months. Conference dreams, flying
dreams, or dreams about fellow dreamers are being
collected. They will be posted on a wall mural called the
*Flying Carpet* which includes not only dreams, but
poetry,
graffiti and art work. There are dreaming dates, waking
meetings and Cyberspace encounters planned -- you can
dream, or create art work based upon your dreams. In
group dreaming, the most important question is not, did I
time it right, but does that dream have a special social
flavor?
If you are interested in participating in Communal Magic,
send your dreams, with title, date and your full name (or
pseudonym)to:
Dream Flights
1083 Harvest Meadow Court
San Jose, CA 95136
USA
or email to: caseyflyer@aol.com
Deadline for regular mail submissions is July 1. From
July 9-13, during the conference itself, dreams can be
e-mailed to caseyflyer@aol.com or faxed to the Claremont
Hotel at 510) 848-6208 7am-6pm PDT weekdays, and 8am-1pm
Saturday. Send to the attention of Richard Wilkerson (if
your last name begins with A-M) or Linda Lane Magallon
(if last name begins with N-Z).
******* ELECTRIC DREAMS BULLETIN BOARD ******
For those of you who haven't visited our web page
recently Electric Dreams has launched a Bulletin Board.
This is the place (we hope) where our online friends and
visitors will be able to post information about research
projects, introduce dialogue on current events or topics,
share news and calendar events, or just express
themselves in whatever way seems most appropriate. Drop
on by and drop a line soon at:
http://www.phys.unsw.edu.au/~mettw/edreams/home.html
CALENDAR
Time is relative in the dream world, but not so in our
waking life -- and to help bridge that gap, Electric
Dreams will be presenting a monthly calendar of
dream-related activities, events, classes, exhibits,
workshops or any other interested occurrences in digest
form. If you'd like to share what's
happening in your local area for upcoming issues, please
email your news and events to Peggy Coats, Calendar and
News Director, at <pcoats@cruzio.com>
Jun 1 USA: Santa Cruz, California
Dreamwork and Creativity Workshop
Christine Boyer, 408) 427.9861
Jun 10 USA: Berkeley, California
Ass'n for the Study of Dreams Conference
Preview at Gaia Bookstore, 1400 Shattuck
510) 548-4178
Jun 22-23 USA: San Pablo, CA
Dream Drawings, Paintings & Collages by
Diane Rusnak
Pro Arts Open Studio, 1306 Marin Avenue
510) 232-7612
Jun 30-Jul 14 USA: Boston, Massachusetts
Intensive: The Tension of Opposites
CG Jung Institute
(617) 267-5984 E-mail:
CGJUNGBOS1@aol.com.
Jul 1 Last day to send in dreams, poetry, artwork for
the Flying Carpet
via regular mail. caseyflyer@aol.com
Jul 9-13 USA: Berkeley, California
Ass'n for the Study of Dreams Conference
Alan Siegel, 510) 527-7929 email:
dreamsdr@aol.com
Rita Dwyer, 703) 242-8888 email:
asdreams@aol.com
http://www.outreach.org/gmcc/asd/
Jul 11 Internet Relay Chat (IRC)
Live from the ASD Conference
7:30-9:30pm Pacific Daylight Time
select #FlyByNight using your IRC software
Jul 12 Compuserve Online Live at the ASD
Conference
7:30-10:00pm Pacific Daylight Time
Choose Services, Go, Newage, New Age B
Forum, Conference, Enter Room, Dream Studio.
Jul 14-19 USA: New York, New York
The Analytical Psychology of Dreams
CG Jung Foundation, 212) 697-6430
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DREAM WHEEL: AN INSIDE LOOK
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Welcome to this special section of Electric Dreams! We
routinely run online dream groups via email and thought
that our readers would enjoy seeing what exactly happens
in these "Dream Wheels", as we call them. The following
is a Dream Wheel from earlier this year along with some
history about our online dream groups and some notes on
the process in general. Following the Dream Wheel you
will find descriptions of some of the new changes that
make joining and participating in a Dream Wheel even
easier!
BRIEF HISTORY:
In 1995 I was looking for some way to give more attention
to the dreams that we were sharing in the Electric Dreams
community and found (or did you find me?) John Herbert's
AOL Seniornet bulletin board groups on dreams. He was
using a variation of the Ullman/Zimmerman process that is
widely used by Jeremy Taylor and many other groups and
individuals in the Association for the Study of Dreams.
The process was a delight and I imported it to Electric
Dreams and modified it for e-mail. (See Below for the
process) The first round robin series were very popular,
but an administrative nightmare. See the Electric Dreams
Web site:
http://www.phys.unsw.edu.au/~mettw/edreams/home.html
for a copy of one of these groups. In the round robin,
we had one file which we passed around and added
comments, questions and replies before passing it along
to the next member. Take my word for it, don't try this.
Jay Vinton suggested simply creating a small mail list
where everyone would keep the whole list and always mail
to the whole list, thereby creating a group feeling and
effect. These work pretty well and they are easy to start
and very inexpensive to run.
--
Richard Wilkerson
PERMISSION TO RE-PRINT AND NOTES ON ANONYMOUS MAILING:
"Island" has given permission to publish her dream on
Electric Dreams. The names of the participants have all
been changed. Richard's name has been left on the process
notes for the sake of clarity. Generally in the
invitation everyone is asked to handle the level of
anonymity on their own. If a member feels the need for
more anonymity than is provided by a pen name and e-mail
address, they can use what's usually called an e-mail re-
mailer. A free account can be set up. Using this account
email can be sent and received through an anonymous
address, thereby protecting the sender's identity.
TO GET INFORMATION on anon re-mailing , send the
following message:
To: help@anon.penet.fi
Subject: get anon help file (automatic, doesn't matter
what subject is)
Body: get help file (automatic, doesn't matter what you
put here)
THE FLOW OF AN EMAIL DREAM GROUP:
I--INVITATION TO JOIN GROUP-- Before any group can
begin it must have members. We routinely post
invitations to join the dream wheels in various spots on
the Internet. Invitations are also e-mailed to
interested persons.
II--INSTRUCTIONS/ SENDING IN DREAMS-- Once members have
joined it is time to begin. Instructions briefly
outlining the whole process are sent to everyone in the
group. Included with these instructions is a schedule
that sets dates for the group. In addition a request is
sent requesting that dreams to be considered for use in
the group be sent to the moderator. Once all dreams are
received the moderator randomly selects the dream(s) for
the group.
III--DREAM SENT TO ALL ON LIST-- The dream(s) selected
by the moderator is sent to everyone in the group along
with the instructions regarding the technique used in
asking questions of the dreamers.
IV--QUESTIONS SENT FROM ALL IN GROUP-- Following the
instructions sent with the dream, the group the members
have a chance to ask "clarification" questions. These
questions are directed at the dreamers, but are sent to
everyone in the group.
V--DREAMER HAS A CHANCE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS-- As the
questions are sent to the group the dreamers have the
option to answer, or not answer, them.
VI--COMMENT INSTRUCTIONS SENT BY MODERATOR-- Once the
dreamers have answered questions the moderator sends out
a note to all group members to take the dreams as their
own. Once the moderator sends these instructions it is
time for the group members to begin commenting on the
dream. *Although a schedule is set at the beginning of
the group the dates set for the beginnings and endings of
phases are sometimes changed by the moderator to allow
for special circumstances (example: questions dreamer's
answers are in ahead of schedule so moderator sends out
"comment" instructions early. OR, questions are slow to
come in so moderator extends time allowed for questions
to be sent).
VII--COMMENTS SENT FROM ALL IN GROUP-- Group members
send their "If this were my dream..." comments to
everyone in the group.
VIII--DREAMER HAS A CHANCE TO RESPOND TO COMMENTS--
Once all comments are in the dreamers are given the
chance to respond to the comments. Sometimes the
dreamers choose to share with the group any insights they
may have gained in the process of answering questions and
reading comments.
IF--MODERATOR CLOSES GROUP-- At this point the
moderator brings the group to a close by sharing some
closing thoughts on the group.
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DREAM WHEEL 6B--MODERATED BY RICHARD WILKERSON
(edited from original e-mails by R. Wilkerson & C. Hicks)
I--INVITATION TO JOIN GROUP-- Dream Wheel 6b
participants joined by e-mailing Richard, who then
compiled a list of group members' email addresses. This
list was used by, both the moderator and the group
members to insure that material was sent to everyone in
the group.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
II--INSTRUCTIONS/ SENDING IN DREAMS
Dreamwheel 6b
Dreamsharing Online: Instructions - Send in a dream
The first step is to send in a dream to the moderator.
Send to Richard Wilkerson
rcwilk@aol.com
Please *title* your dream for reference (you can change
the title later if you want) and pick a pen name. Some
like to use their first names, other like a completely
different identity. If the e-mail address you use is not
enough anonymity for you, please send in the dream from
the address you are willing to share with the group for
the next couple of weeks.
To all participants- please maintain confidentiality
and be sensitive to the group and dreamer. Keep all
interaction, comments and personal information within the
group.
That's it!
I'll send more instructions this weekend. Welcome to
DreamWheel 6B!
Schedule:
Feb 1-4 (Thurs-Sunday) Send in dreams - if possible send
in a dream that is recent and of reasonable length - more
than a fragment, less than a novel! Send to your
moderator, Richard Wilkerson at
rcwilk@aol.com
I'll pick a dream for us to work on and send out the
dream and group list on Sunday or Monday.
Feb 5-8 (monday-thrus) Questions to Dreamer. Though the
questions are to the dreamer, be sure to send them to the
whole group. see below for e-mail instructions if needed.
In this group we are only going to ask *clarification*
questions. Do not ask the dreamer any questions that
might call for speculation or interpretation.
Feb 5-11 (monday- Sunday) The dreamer may or may not
reply to the questions, as they wish. The dreamers in our
groups usually wait until several questions are in before
answering, but you can follow the response schedule that
is best for you. Always send answers to the whole group.
Feb 12- 14 (mon- wed) Comments. Participants may send in
comments to the group on the dream. In this session we
recommend the Ullman "If this were my dream..." style.
See Below on DREAM COMMENTING for more information on
this.
Feb 12- 17 (mon -Sunday) The dreamer may or may not reply
to the comments, as they wish. Often dreamers like to
give feedback to the group about what they found
interesting, surprising, useful and insightful. And of
course, the commentators (who we call commentors) always
seen to love the feedback. If there are loose ends, the
mediator will tie things up and that it for the first
dream.
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III--DREAM SENT TO ALL ON LIST
DREAM: "The Shadow Box" by Island
I dreamed I was in Texas, I think, because I ran into
Monica, quite by accident, in the broad light of day. As
I haven't seen her in quite a long time, and she has
always seemed like a sister to me in her expression of
affection, I imagined she would want us to get together.
But she was cool about it and sort of wormed her way out
of it. At this point the dream seems confusing; not sure
what happens, but not much happens. Then I'm going to a
class of some kind where I'm to give some kind of
presentation. But my talk is really unprepared: I don't
really know what I am going to say, always an unpleasant
experience. My main impression is that I am going not
with my 47-year-old heart but my 7-year-old heart. I have
with me what seems like a giant sandbox of sorts turned
vertically, or perhaps a huge square shadowbox(?) for
display. Inside is the universe in motion -- all the
planets and stars and everything else besides, not that I
can see it clearly. I'm just aware that that's what is
there. When I awakened, and recalled the dream, I cried
for a while. (96.02.02)
Notes: Moderator selects dreams randomly
Dream sent to all on list
ASKING QUESTIONS of the dreamer:
In this phase of the process you may ask the dreamer
questions about the dream that may clarify the image of
the dream. Do not ask questions that call for
interpretations.
Example: DREAM "He turned around and grabbed Bill's
jacket away from me"
Questions:
Hi Dreamer, thanks for sharing your dream with us. I
was wondering:
1. Who is "he" that grabbed the jacket - did you know
him, what did he look like?
2. Are you related to Bill or is he a friend?
3. Were you scared when he grabbed the jacket away?
4. What kind of jacket was it? Dark leather, green
raincoat...?
Some questions you *DON'T* want to ask:
1. Why do you think he grabbed your jacket?
(though you might ask if any reasons went through your
head *during* the dream.)
2. Did you know that Jackets represent symbols of
appearance issues?
3. Do you often have men grabbing your clothes in dreams?
4. What does standing behind someone mean to you?
And to the Dreamers-
If and when you reply to the questions, do so only to
clarify the dream. Try to avoid interpretations at this
point. If it is not clear from the dream how to answer a
question, simply say it was not clear.
Usually the dreamer waits until several members'
questions have been mailed to the group to begin
answering.
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IV--QUESTIONS SENT FROM ALL IN GROUP
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Hello Island,
Thank you for the 'Cosmic Dream'!!!
Some questions:
1. Do you remember anything about the weather (ie. hot,
cold)?
2. Did you and Monica speak much before she 'wormed' out
of getting together, and if so can you recall what you
spoke of?
3. Where is this class (a university, an old elementary
school, other familiar places)?
4. Describe your feelings as you stood before the class
to give this presentation.
5. Can you clarify about the sandbox/shadow box--Could
you see the smaller sections that may have been present
if it were a shadow box, and if so, were there different
things (perhaps even universes) within the various
compartments?
6. Have all our questions brought out any additional
information about that confusing transition period
between the first and second part of the dream?
Thank you,
"S"
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Hello Island, Great dream!
My questions are:
1. What is a sandbox. Is it a box full of sand where the
kids play with toys and build sand
castles etc?
2. What is a shadowbox?
3. Did the toys in the sandbox make you think of the
planets and stars?
4. What is your difference between a 47 year old heart
and a 7 year old heart?
5. Clarify what you mean by 'wormed'? It is quite a
descriptive word.
6. What specifically made you cry? Thinking about Monica
and the way she reacted; the 47 year old vs 7 year old
heart; the stress of the unprepared presentation; or just
everything, nothing specific.
Thanks, "B"
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Hi Island, thanks for sharing your dream.
Some questions:
1 You were in Texas, but could you describe the scene in
more detail? Were you inside or outside - on the road
..etc?
2. Was the presentation in the class *about* the shadow
box?
"D"
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Hello Island
Thanks for a very touching dream. I have questions:
(1) What is your association with Texas?
(2) Please take another peep in the shadow box. What
else can you see with one quick glimpse, or two?
Thanks, "L"
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Hi Island,
Interesting dream! Could you answer these questions?
l. Is Monica a long- time friend? At what time in life
did you meet? Childhood,etc.?
2. Do you have any idea of what the topic of your
presentation was to be?
3. What is the difference for you between presenting
with a "47-year-old heart" and a "7-year-old heart"?
4. Were there any colors in the universe display, or
just dark and light contrasts?
Thanks for sharing your dreams and answers. "T"
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Island,
Thanks for the dream!
And (surprise) I have a question
1. What does the audience look like? What type of
people are they and
how do they respond to you?
2. Do you have any idea (during the dream) where the
shadowbox comes from?
Okay, so that was two questions...
Thanks,
"I"
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V--DREAMER HAS A CHANCE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS
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Thanks for your questions, "D" I'll try to answer them
as best as I can.
1 You were in Texas, but could you describe the scene in
more detail? Were
you inside or outside - on the road ..etc?
No, I cannot describe the scene in much more detail. My
impression is an interstate highway is
close by; I say, Texas, because I had a sense of vast
terrain, plus that's where Monica lives.
2. Was the presentation in the class *about* the shadow
box?
About the shadow box? Apparently so. Or what was inside
it. Not one word to do with the
presentation, not even a title, was a part of the dream.
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Hello, "I". Thanks for your questions. Actually I made
two associations I would not have made
otherwise.
1. What does the audience look like? What type of
people are they and
how do they respond to you?
A small audience, a couple of hundred, in open (not
enclosed) space. My best word for the
audience would be "impassive."
2. Do you have any idea (during the dream) where the
shadowbox comes from?
I do believe that it was something I had been working on,
but in the dream, it felt like it just
magically appeared. My two associations, though, just now
-- 1) Plato's cave; 2) my grandfather,
perched in front of the boob tube, arms flailing
excitedly, every Sunday afternoon like clockwork,
as he watches boxing matches...he died years ago, though
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Hello, "T". Thank you for your questions (especially the
one about the difference between the
two hearts).
l. Is Monica a long- time friend? At what time in life
did you meet? Childhood,etc.?
I met Monica when she was an adolescent and I was a stage
actress in a semi-rep theater, 20 years
ago. I had become involved with a close friend of hers,
only to learn through her (she was unaware of the my
involvement with this man) that she was in the horns of a
dilemma. This much older man, who not only was a close
friend of hers, but also befriended for years by her
parents, was doing his best to get her in bed, and she
was a virgin. Essentially, it was child abuse (and I was
a child-abuse social worker at the time). So as she told
me of her plight, I had to immediately sort out/through
my feelings: first, about this man; secondly, about how
to discuss the situation with her without breaking her
heart; and thirdly, how to do so leaving my immediately
broken heart out of the situation. It was that event that
was the prelude to a longterm friendship.
2. Do you have any idea of what the topic of your
presentation was to be?
No.
3. What is the difference for you between presenting
with a "47-year-old heart" and a "7-year-old heart"?
All the difference in the world. The 7-year-old is filled
with the joy, the excitement, the ecstacy, of
sharing what she knows of the universe with others. The
47-year-old, whose heart was broken so many times before,
romantically and otherwise, still (she sometimes thinks)
wants to share -- but just what is it, exactly?
4. Were there any colors in the universe display, or
just dark and light contrasts?
No colors. Just a flash that the universe was there.
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Thanks, "L". I had just answered (and sent off responses
to the other questions when yours popped up):
(1) What is your association with Texas?
Visited once, more than 20 years ago. What stands out
(very vaguely) in memory is 1) taking a walk along a
beautiful riverwalk in -- I want to say, San Antonio, but
I'm not sure, with an ex-husband (20 years divorced). 2)
It was so hot that an evening dress I wore to some
military function literally stuck to the plastic car
seats as I dripped in sweat, feeling as if my skin was
coming off. Funny, but I don't recall the event at all.
3) Seeing the city from a revolving restaurant and being
in awe.
An former best friend of more than 20 years moved to
Texas from Georgia following a break (1988) in friendship
and a dream she had where she saw me dead, with long
white hair, pursued by black, ghostly figures.
(2) Please take another peep in the shadow box. What
else can you see with one quick glimpse,
or two?
I would like to say planets slowly, elegantly assuming
their positions, each in turn, against a backdrop of an
infinity of stars.
Again, thanks for your questions.
Island
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"B", here goes,
1. What is a sandbox. Is it a box full of sand where the
kids play with toys
and build sand castles etc?
Not quite so literal for me. I think of a sandbox as a
sectioned off space that has nothing inside. It
is the thing left behind, or abandoned, or fallen into
disuse.
2. What is a shadowbox?
Again, 2) a box with borders to be used to display some
imaginative creation; 3) the usual meaning: to spar with
an imaginary opponent, but more narrowly, unauthentic
communication; 4)
see previous response
3. Did the toys in the sandbox make you think of the
planets and stars?
There were no toys.
4. What is your difference between a 47 year old heart
and a 7 year old heart?
"T" also asked that question and it's a good one (see
previous response)
5. Clarify what you mean by 'wormed'? It is quite a
descriptive word.
In this specific instance, to feign allegiance where none
exists.
6. What specifically made you cry? Thinking about Monica
and the way she reacted; the 47 year
old vs 7 year old heart; the stress of the unprepared
presentation; or just everything, nothing
specific.
The difference between the sand/shadow box and the
universe; the difference between my old/young heart; the
difference between old ideals that I have read about
historically (loyalty; honor; nobility; integrity) but
rarely experience presently, either in others or myself.
Loss.
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Hello "S:
Thank you for your questions. I hope I'm not
redundant with my answers. (This is a
fascinating process, I must say. I had no idea that I
could glean as much as I have out of it thus
far).
1. Do you remember anything about the weather (ie. hot,
cold)?
Unremarkable; but clear
2. Did you and Monica speak much before she 'wormed' out
of getting together, and if so can
you recall what you spoke of?
No, and that's the strange thing since it's been a long
while since we've actually spoken or gotten
together. The main feature is surprise that we had quite
by accident met on her turf, so to speak, since I have
never visited her in Texas, and she has visited me
several times in New York. But I did have an awareness in
the dream that her interest in this man was all
absorbing; something she must have communicated to me.
Another strange thing is that in 20 years I have only
known Monica to be involved with three men, and she's
generally been unattached. Knowing Monica as I think I
do, I cannot even fathom her being so absorbed by a man
that she would/could have acted this "wormy" way. Monica
is more like a sister than a friend. Hard to explain.
She's a bit more straightforward, clearthinking and
honest. Very pure. Like a child.
3. Where is this
class (a university, an old elementary
school, other familiar places)?
Not at all a University, school, or familiar setting, but
my sense is of a broad audience of varying interests.
I'm not even sure why they were even there. I must admit
that their features were nondescript; it was almost as if
I couldn't see a distinctive feature. And too, there
weren't the usual boundaries (walls, etc.).
4. Describe your feelings as you stood before the class
to give this presentation.
Mainly, how did I get here? Why am I here? Am I prepared?
Why am <I> before a body of people?
Mainly, again, surprise, confusion, feeling at a loss,
wanting to, however, live up to my role? Function? Since
I'm there. Might as well. Don't get the point. More like
politics, which I loathe. What could I possibly say, or
do, that would leave any lasting impression? Why should I
want to leave a lasting impression, except that memories
are all that we will ever possess, and to give a gift of
oneself is to increase another's storehouse, including
your own. But before an audience? Maybe one on one,
perhaps. Where's the dynamic reciprocity? Is there really
any real and dynamic interchange between audience member
and speaker? Then I answer my own question with, yes,
there is. Remember Professor Rosenthal? Or Professor
Raymo? Aren't they both unforgettable? Yes. Yes. Why so?
Because there they were -- they -- speaking of a
multitude of things, points of information, bits and
pieces from history, a poem here, a writer there, a
thought, a feeling, an awareness, making the heart thirst
for experience not understood -- an amalgamation of
consciousness...but so rare. And do we have the time?
I would like to think I would not give a presentation, or
perform, if you will, again. Though I have been before
large audiences, acting, playing a violin, dancing, etc.,
it was always a rigorously planned event. It either went
nearly perfectly (didn't miss a step, drop a word) or it
didn't go at all. The two times I most vividly recall
where it didn't go as planned, I've never understood
today why I reacted as I did. Once, I was playing a
violin before a group of people at age 12. In the middle
of the piece, I stopped and stared. I never put my bow
back to the string as a solo artist before a group again.
Another time, I am in college and to give a speech. Just
a minute or two into the speech, and I stopped talking.
The professor must have coaxed me to continue for the
next half hour, but that was it. When I had a lapse of
memory, and stood there in a fog, the fog just never
lifted. A third time, I'm reading a poem rather
beautifully to a rather hostile group who treated me
almost with disdain: as if to say, why are you here and
reading? We had all been reading around the circle, so I
didn't get the point to their reaction. I'm really an
inward person by nature, and I find, unless I really have
a point for being in there in the first place, there's
really no point to it. 4) A fourth time, when the
breakdown of my mouth was being used to teach a class of
postgraduate dentists: an unforgettable experience, to
say the least, since my mouth (X-rays, and the like) was
the focus of attention for a year or more. At this
juncture in my life, I would be just about the last
person to be before an audience presenting anything but
poems aloud, something I've been doing more of this last
year.
5. Can you clarify about the sandbox/shadow box--Could
you see the smaller sections that may have been present
if it were a shadow box, and if so, were there different
things (perhaps even universes) within the various
compartments?
No; oddly, there were no compartments within, which is
why sandbox comes into play. But my impression of the
planets slowly forming, like circles within a square,
deepens. And as I look within the sand/shadowbox, I see
three dimensions, not two. Really a vastness, and within
that vastness, each planet moves out of the vastness
forward closer and closer to the forefront: as if
presenting itself -- the planet introducing itself, as it
were, rather elegantly -- as if it were communicating but
without language. It's not the objects in a box I see,
for these are static. The movement inside the box that I
could hold up comfortably with my two hands was dynamic,
having a life of its own.
6. Have all our questions brought out any additional
information about that confusing transition period
between the first and second part of the dream?
No. Except to say that since you have phrased it that
way, I must say that an interaction like that with Monica
is very like events that characterized events from my
past, even as recent as a year ago. That is not the case
now, nor do I expect it will be the case in the future.
And there has been a rather lengthy transition period
between those times and these.
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VI--COMMENT INSTRUCTIONS SENT BY MODERATOR
DreamWheel 6B - Comments on "Shadow Box"
COMMENT PROCEDURES
In this part of the process, you may comment on the
dream. While you are welcome to make any comments you
wish, what we are teaching in this group is
non-defensive style developed by Montegue Ullman and
modified for Internet myself and others.
This segment is the one in which each group member takes
the dream as if it were his or her own and shares
feelings and thoughts about the dream and what it might
mean in each members life situation.
Making the dream your own:
1. At the beginning of all comment files or e-mail we
generally write : "If this were my dream..."
This sets up the general subjective attitude and
works as a reminder to the commentor that they are not
telling the dreamer what they think the dream means to
the dreamer, but rather what the dream might mean if we
had that dream.
2. To further this point, use 1st person singular,
present tense. "In my dream..."
EXAMPLE: Dream: "I'm looking at my mother walking
down a
long hall towards an open window."
I might comment "In my dream the nurturing mother has
found a new way to escape me."
In my comment, it is *my mother*, *my hallway* and
*my
dream*. This may or may not provide insight to the
initial dreamer, but its surprising how often
this non- defensive approach does lead to new
insight.
3. Send the comments in to the whole group.
4. The DREAMERS may or may not respond.
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VII--COMMENTS SENT FROM ALL IN GROUP
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COMMENT BY "L"
Hi Island,
If this were my dream, I experience pain stemming from
expectation, hope then disappointment (Monica's
rejection). From my life history, this seems to be an
ever present trend. I am much too unhappy.
Fortunately, my unconscious intervenes. I am reminded
that no matter how well rehearsed, I have the capability
to stop cold turkey during a performance. I did this
twice before. The fog is here, I can do it again, this
time the performance is my negative self talk. I have
practiced this monologue for a very long time, but I
still can get all fogged up and forget
it all together!
In my hands, a section of abandoned, useless piece of
land is to be created, transformed to a sandbox for my 7
yrs old self and a shadow box for my 47 yrs old one.
The sandbox is to be furbished with clean sand and
multitude of colorful toys of my choice and as gifts from
my friends and loved ones (including my fightsty grand-pa
who loved to shadow-box, to knock out the imaginary foes
on sunday afternoons).
The shadow box is current stage of/for my universe,
which is boundless, elegant and dynamic. I can add to
this wonderful sight: sounds, scents, temperatures and
colors too if I wish. I am the
creator/producer/director. I have my world/stage in my
hands.
Thanks, Island, for the courage to share your dream and
snap shots of your life. I feel honored to be invited
for a brief "visit" to your rich world.
Thanks also to the DreamWheelers for their questions,
which I find so helpful. I feel like we are spokes to a
wheel. Is that what you meant by this name, Richard?
"L"
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COMMENT BY "K"
If this were my dream I would try and look at the kind of
people I have chosen to bond with in my life. Perhaps
they are not as loyal as I am.
That people have *let me down* too much in my life.
I would try and recognize that I feel like a little kid
but am an adult. I may *feel* inadequate in some ways at
some times but that does not make it real. That it is
okay to mourn over mistakes or losses but I should not
let that little kid hold me back anymore.
I would try and realize that *everything* is available to
me if I would just open my eyes and walk through the
door (sandbox).
"K"
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COMMENT BY "M"
Hi Island
If this were my dream I'd be feeling sad and thinking I
may not have happiness right now with my 47 yr old heart
but I have been shown that I can hold the feelings of my
7yr old heart.
I feel the sandbox and the shadowbox are one and the same
showing me three things - the way I was (7yr old heart)
the way I am (47 yr old heart) and the way I can be (I'm
just aware that it's - the universe, stars etc. - there).
And all three are inside of me.
- Monica rejected me
- I was unprepared
- I didn't know what I was going to say
- The audience treated me with indifference, however
- I've been working on the box
- I am going with my 7yr old heart to the class (filled
with the joy, the
excitement, the ecstasy, of sharing)
- I'm just aware that it's (the universe, stars etc)
there - not that I can
see it clearly.
I feel that the present is much more tangible, hurtful,
real. However, even though I can't see *it* clearly,
(the universe is in motion... the movement inside the
box that I could hold up comfortably with my two hands
was dynamic, having a life of its own.) things do change.
Do I have the strength to follow what I can't see clearly
- it did have a
life of it's own.
Thank you for sharing you dream Island - it's very
touching. Please ignore what I've said if it doesn't
make any sense to you. Sorry I didn't ask any questions.
By the time I got around to preparing some it seemed as
though you'd been asked them all. I'll try to be quicker
next time! "M"
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COMMENTS BY "I"
Hi Island,
If this were my dream, I would be reminded that I
carry a lot of the past with me. I would remember that
sometimes letting go of past expectations is part of
regaining that seven year old heart.
I would remember that even the most mundane and
unpleasant of circumstances, such as giving an
unprepared presentation, are windows into the beauty of
the universe; That life, like dreams, contains
uncertainty alongside the spectacular-- that the sandbox
can contain the awesomeness of the universe.
Thanks for sharing the dream and life experiences. I am
honored with the beauty.
"I"
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COMMENTS BY "D"
If this were my dream....
In my dream I come across and old friend. We are in
her domain and the meeting takes place were it is all lit
up, where I can be very conscious. But the forces that
brought us together here are accidental and not
conscious. Its been awhile, and for me this means there
has been some development since our last encounter, some
significant changes and movement. My friend seems to
have forgotten what we held between us, and doesn't act
as I expect her to. She has lost her filial feelings,
her desire for us to be together, her memory of what was.
What she offers now is something else. It is not a
straight path and it leads away from being together. I
wonder if I have new strengths which she can no longer
match, or if she is some part of me, offering a soulful
retreat away from my usual self? The event itself
becomes unproductive, without sense, confusing, going
nowhere. I can find no memory of her being like this,
but it recalls a time of lost innocence and broken
hearts.
Now the class waits while I present. I feel I have
something to teach to my inner audience, but just what is
not clear. Maybe we are all part of the class. Hmm,
present and present and present. Being present,
presenting something, giving and receiving presents. I
hold the present. There is something about shadows from
the past - even archetypal shadows brought to light by
Plato. For me this is the play of lost innocence also. I
am in the cave with others who spend their lives
commenting on the patterns of shadows in the dark.
Something happens, I am shown a brighter light and then
there is no way to go back. I go back anyway. I try to
explain to those still in the shadows, but they think I'm
crazy now. Do they worm away? My innocent heart is
present, and I present the mystery I hold to the class.
What can I say? This is place we call the universe.
Thanks Island for a peek into the shadow box. "D"
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COMMENTS BY "S"
If this were my dream...
I am in Texas, I think, because I run into Monica, quite
by accident, in the broad light of day. As I have not
seen her in quite a long time, and she always seemed like
a sister to me in her expression of affection, I imagined
she would want us to get together. Monica is my youth,
my innocence, or that part of me (unconscious) that
retains innocence. Like a child she is straight forward
and clear thinking. Instead of wanting to get together
she is cool about it and sort of worms her way out of it.
I cannot connect with my innocence.
The is confusing as it changes.....This transition time
may correspond to waking-life transitions.
Now I am going to a class of some kind where I am to give
some kind of presentation. But my talk is really
unprepared. I don't really know what I am going to say,
always an unpleasant experience. I have reached a point
in my life where I feel that I should have some answers,
something to "present", but I am not sure that I am
prepared. Am I where I am supposed to be? My main
impression is that I am going not with my forty-seven
year old heart but with my seven year old heart. Whereas
in the first part of this dream I did not connect with my
innocence, my youth, here I am looking through my youth!
I have what seems like a giant sandbox of sorts turned
vertically, or perhaps a huge square shadowbox for
display. Inside is the universe in motion--all the
planets and stars and everything else besides, not that I
can see it clearly. Inside the sandbox is my life! The
planets, the stars, and everything else! I cannot
necessarily see it all clearly, but I know its there.
When I awaken and recall this I cry for a while.
So much juxtaposition. Youth and age. Innocence and
experience. If this were my dream I would definitely see
it as a struggle to bring together my youthful and wise
hearts. One still sees life as a wonderful mysterious
universe that swirls and presents itself so elegantly,
while the other knows the pain of betrayal and the sharp
edged lessons of life here in the waking-world. I have
reached a time when my society/friends/family/self (the
generic audience) expect that I should have gained some
insight, but I am unsure of what exactly is expected. I
question why I am here, how I got here, am I prepared?
The audience waits, but for what do they wait? Do I
speak from innocence or from wisdom? This dream urges me
to integrate the two.
Thank you, Island, for this wonderful dream. I felt the
urge to go on and on about the delicate balance between
the sometimes painful lessons of life and the unspoiled
beauty and innocence of childhood. Too far one way and
one becomes a cynic, too far the other and one is a fool.
Most of us live somewhere between. Alas, waking-life
constraints limit my time so I had to end this
commentary. Perhaps it is better...
"S"
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VIII--DREAMER HAS A CHANCE TO RESPOND TO COMMENTS
To All 6B Dream Wheelers!
Your comments were so rich, wonderful, and helpful... I
had no idea what to expect. It has been quite a moving
and dynamic experience for me and never occurred to me it
was possible to reap such rewards! Normally I would have
dreamed the dream, had my cry, and moved on. But a window
of opportunity opened -- no matter what the demands and
challenges were in the world (and they were many), I
decided to commit myself to answer the questions. Then I
lived with your comments and made additional notes.
The dream itself (Shadowbox) was enigmatic, to say the
least. I feel that such a dream has something of value on
many levels, but there is something also of primary
import that I felt was eluding me. I couldn't get a
handle on that primary message, for lack of a better
word. What had me puzzled was that, at 47 years old, I am
far happier than I have ever been in my past. It's been a
gradual process, though, from great pain and suffering
for a variety of reasons to a space where I can say I
love life, exasperating though it may be many times. I
have many things to be thankful for, and carry with me at
all times a deep sense of appreciation, no matter what is
going on in the moment. Yet this dream seemed to suggest
to me that I was not happy, and a great many other things
besides. I was at a loss. But because of your comments,
and my commitment to the process, I am not nearly at the
loss I was when I dreamed the dream.
It was not until I had made most of the notes (at end of
E-mail) that it dawned on me what perhaps the primary
import of the dream may be. The unresolved tension.
One way I honored the dream: I phoned Monica shortly
after having it. Turns out she was in the throes and had
been for four months, a highly unusual situation for her.
A man had deceived her into thinking he was free. She
fell in love with him (the second time in her life, and
she's approaching forty), and then he abandoned her for
his ex-wife who reentered the scene (they had gotten a
divorce originally because he found her in bed with his
best friend). So here a situation clearly about treachery
and betrayal. Monica hasn't been there for anyone in four
months, I gathered. But as far as a distance between us,
or a change in the way we related, there was none.
What hit me eventually was I had never once thought of
similar encounters: where I would bring the innocence and
trusting nature of Monica(myself) into the light of open
day and found myself relating, and being related to, in a
way that ran totally counter to previous life experience
with that person. Quite painful, I can assure you. And
that approaches the heart of this dream.
It didn't occur to me until very late in the process to
ask myself what Monica and I uniquely share in common.
Twisted final encounters, for one. Two, we were both
abandoned by partners when moving to alien cities,
leaving us friendless until we could build our own lives.
Three, we both were deceived by men who engaged our
hearts with foreknowledge that the relationship wasn't
going anywhere. Four, we share the pain of untimely
deaths of mutual close friends. Five, we share protracted
illness and deaths of family members. Six, both of us
through circumspection to the four corners of the earth
when in relationship with others.
The dream seemed to point to the unresolved emotion
surrounding what I have no name for right now, other than
what I just said. Encounters where unanticipated,
inexplicable change in the relationship has taken place,
placing me in transition, followed by death (entering the
shadowbox/universe) of the loved one, leaving me to
realize that what happened (both during the encounter and
the fact of death itself) is irreversible. This happens
after I have spent some time
building/constructing/creating elements in my sand/shadow
box (the dynamics of relationship) with my 7-year-old
heart. And I am left speechless in the face of what I
ultimately experience. Yet it seems that the spirit of
the dead may be dramatically, dynamically present, though
I may not be able to discern anything but shadows. For
me, however, that is small consolation.
So what do I present to any audience? The facts? What
facts? My grief? Or do I continue to create/recreate the
sand/shadowbox? Is not the shadowbox itself symbolic of
an interpenetration of earth and spirit worlds? The
circles in the square? Squaring the circles? According to
Cirlot in Dictionary of Symbols, the aim of squaring the
circle(s), or circling the square, is to obtain unity in
the material world, as well as the spiritual life, over
and above the differences and obstacles, or the static
order, of the number four and the four-cornered square.
Then: by means of circulatory revolution, the quaternary
is restored to purest simplicity and innocence. Just the
words, simplicity and innocence, bring Monica, and none
other, to mind. And, I suppose, Monica is holding up a
mirror to mySelf. How can I be simple, and innocent,
knowing what I know and having experienced what I have
experienced? How can I integrate the seven year old heart
so that it comes forth singing, rather than crying? Or
why not both sing and cry simultaneously? Do I try to
bring the beloved shadows into clearer focus, were it
possible?
Or do I abandon the sand/shadowbox altogether and ground
myself thoroughly on the earth, with its current
insistence on logic, data, information systems and the
like, eschewing all that cannot be made immediately
palpable by the five developed senses? The statement made
by "D", *But the forces that brought us together here are
accidental and not conscious* -- was absolutely numinous
for me. The ultimate question I ask of myself is: how
much of the sorrow do I visit upon myself and how much of
it results from accidental, unconscious forces at play?
How much is fate, and how much destiny? That remains an
unknown.
Thank you, again, for your questions and comments. I'd
like to share some notes I made on your comments because
it was the process itself that has me at the point I am
now with the dream.
"I"
1. carry a lot of the past/let go of past expectations
1. regain seven year old heart
2. mundane & unpleasant/Unprepared
1. Window to beauty of universe
3. uncertainty/spectacular
4. Sandbox/awesome
"M"
5. 47-year-old/unhappy&7-year-old/happy
6. sandbox=shadowbox
7. Past/present/future (child/adult/universe):
(Association to: Love the man you'll never
have; love the man you don't have now; love the man
you're with)
8. Monica's rejection (the part I almost overlooked
when reviewing comments)
9. Indifferent audience faces heart filled with joy,
excitement, ecstacy of sharing
10. Awareness of universe (not solely its visual
representation)
11. Painful present (too tangible, hurtful, real)
12. Life of its own -- independent (universe: dynamic)
13. Things change
14. Do I have the strength (faith) to follow what I
can't see
"K"
15. Betrayal/disloyalty/treachery (foolish bonding: a
blind side?)
16. Child holds back (I am adult)
17. Child holds back (I am not inadequate -- an
illusion)
18. Mourn mistakes & loss
19. Open my eyes; walk through the sandbox (into the
universe)
20. All is available
"L"
21. Long term pain (expectation/hope followed by
disappointment)
22. Unconscious intervenes (as redeemer)
23. Stop at once (negative selftalk) this monologue
(performance)
24. Abandoned land (inherited and transformed for both
selves: young & old)
25. Filled with sand, color, gifts from friends & loved
ones (Grandpa, my protector, is there)
26. Shadowbox (what happens at death?)
27. Current stage of universe (boundless, elegant,
dynamic)
1. Add: sights, sounds, scents, temperature, color
(become God-ess/like)
2. Creator/Producer/Director of shadowbox (become
God-ess/like)
3. Association to song: "He's got the whole world
in His hands // He's got the whole
wide world in His hands..."
"D"
28. *But the forces that brought us together here are
accidental and not conscious*
29. Transition before encounter with Monica: filled with
development, change, movement
30. Monica: has forgotten things of value (sisterhood;
desire for relatedness; ability to recall
past)
31. A winding (wormy, snaky) road leads away from
relatedness
32. Have I grown beyond her? (Is it possible to grow
beyond someone I have ever once
loved?)
33. A soulful retreat away from usual self (do I need a
return to Self?)
34. *Event itself: without meaning and value*
35. Lost innocence/broken hearts (most definitely)
36. Unclear teaching: shadows from the past
(Realization: the dead who are present in spirit
only)
37. Great blinding pain
38. Associate to: (The swan has leaped into the desolate
heavens! That image can bring
wildness, can bring a rage to end all
things...Yeats)
39. Don't go there yet! Don't slink away! Don't abandon
the earth! Don't get murdered!
Don't commit suicide! Don't contract a terminal
illness! Don't die from cancer! Or a
broken heart! Don't become a part of the universe!
Where are you now? I cannot see you,
touch you, talk to you, relate to you...
"S"
40. I imagine relatedness (where none may exist)
41. A part of me is innocent; straightforward; clear
thinking (am I connected to that part?)
42. Transitions, transitions, and more transitions
43. Experience leaves me dumbfounded, speechless
44. I look into my life (well of experience --
sandbox... from dust to dust)
45. I see the universe in motion (everyone and
everything I have ever loved and valued)
46. Play of opposites: youth/age; innocence/experience;
universe(boundless)/pain of
experience(has limits)
47. Philosophical questions unanswered: How/why am I
here? What have I come for? To
whom do I speak? Of what? Whom do I seek? Where do
I/they/everyone go from here?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
IX--MODERATOR CLOSES GROUP
Although there was nothing much done to bring closure to
DW6B due to the advanced self
reflective skills of this dreamer, sometimes it is
needed. Often comments on the process and how
the group worked with the limits of the Internet medium
can be helpful. In addition, suggesting a
time and place for another meeting brings group cohesion
and a sense of relatedness. <br>
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comments is the use of a questionnaire
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