Impulse Reality 233

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   88    88`8b     [ ir file no. 233 | released 03/20/03 | 100% tasty text ] 
  .88.   88 `88.   [                 "I want to be a sheep"                ] 
 Y8888P  88   YD   [                   written by linus_c                  ] 
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	My online idols. 

	It's funny, how they keep me warm, when they push me into the cold. 
I want to be just like them, because I respect them.  Because I'm human. 
	Is it really so wrong?  When you don't respect yourself, why not 
change?  All I ask is to delude myself, and be happy for an hour.  Not real 
happiness, no.  But it might be close.  I'm not sure. 

	When I try to seperate myself from them, to become independant, I 
fade even more.  If blending in is a science, then seperating yourself is an 
art.  Your counter-culture gods are impossible to live up to.  They tell you 
how to be anti-hip, and socially un-acceptable.  But you can't live up to 
their expectations. 

	I'm not accepted or un-accepted.  Everything I do is judged by 
everyone else, criticized but never good enough. 

	I just need a little respect. 
	I guess I'm already just a little fucking sheep. 

 
                                             linus_callahan@hotmail.com 

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