Impulse Reality 050

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· 5 years ago

  

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   M E  |    ||    |/____/       Happily Forgetting it All 
   P A  |    ||    |\    \       ir file number 050 
   U L  |____||____| |____|      released 10.08.00 
   L I  |    ||    |\|    |      by linear 
   S T  |____||____| |____|      we're just fucking with your mind. 
   E Y   even_god_reads_it 

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		[revised 12/06/00] 

	Allow me to explain this textfile. This is a sort of poem, although 
it is not broken up at a bunch of lines like most poems. It's a really bad 
poem full of sloppy ryhmes. Most of my poems come out like this. That's why 
I don't write poetry for IR. 
	Anyway, I was bet that I couldn't write a poem in under a minute  
during class the day I wrote this. So I tried it. And this happened. I know 
it sucks, but I thought it was kinda cool, in that "LOOK!@!#$ LAME POETRY!" 
way. Lame poetry is funny. 

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And now I understand how it's so easy to forget, As long as you have someone 
to forget it with. It's kind of funny how the bitterness that I could never 
seem to resist has left me now and I unclench my fists. And those memories of 
you and me and them at that place where I never want to be again - They don't 
mean anything to me anymore. I've started to forget what it was I at one  
point thought I cared for. The replies that I had to your lies and all your  
good-byes - well, they're no longer worth saying. My mind no longer feels  
it's necessary to keep replaying. Replaying all the things I could have said 
at one time that never got out but sounded so perfect in my mind - How could  
I be so blind? But maybe I never really was, maybe I just closed my eyes to  
pretend - Because my pride had been tarnished and to shut everything out was 
the only way to defend. So maybe I'll stop trying to parody a style that  
isn't mine - but it helps to clear my mind. A better cure then time. Almost 
as clean as companionship - and now I can finally happily forget. 

 
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