Impulse Reality 061

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Impulse Reality

 · 5 years ago

  

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it's 3 am, I have to catch a plane in 5 hours. I stare blankly into a  
box filled with magically moving pictures, and allows the whole world 
to be in my hands, as well as 2 Billion others... not the point at all 
but what is, is just random. random thought = impulse reality. 

If you think about it, laws are mainly put to keep order, and what do 
you get when you break a law, that's right, disorder. Now sometimes 
laws help us, like when we break them, we feel the adrenaline being 
released into our bodies, causing some feeling that has nuetral  
emotions. Some of the emotions you get during adrenaline are fear, 
you're scared as fuck because you're doing something classified as bad, 
but you love the feeling, because it's rare, and we love rare things, 
such as food, jewlery, rare Aphex Twin... you get the picture, but  
when we're breaking the law we gradually lose the fear part of the  
adrenaline, and thats when the good part comes in, even though that  
sliver of fear still hangs on by a few threads, the pleasure from it 
is quite overwhelming, something so beautiful, nothing in our simple 
vocabularies could possibly describe. Then you're getting at stuff 
the Dali Lama talks about, like in his book, the art of happiness.  
He talks about when to know if you're finding pleasure or enjoyment in  
something, or if you're actually happy, and after reading the book, it 
makes you think, "damn, was I ever happy?" Another thing about the  
human psych, is that we hate having things being left incomplete,  
whether it be "What's the next chapter going to be like?" when your 
parents read you bedtime stories, or "What happened in the rest of my 
dream?" It naws it's way at our patience, testing to see how long we 
can hold on to this last shrivel of it. And then at one magical point 
of pure extacy you just say "Fuck it" and then that is when your mind 
is set free, limitless and without boundaries or incapablities. And 
you feel as if everything is possible, and undoubtedly is. That is what 
I leave you with. Be complete, be free. 

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