Anada 059

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· 5 years ago

  

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    ####  ###               "Angst, love, et al"                   ###        
     #######                 by Jennifer Simiele                             
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 KRUEGER'S POEM 

 I ran to you 
 With tears in my eyes you engulfed me 
 Close in your arms my fears faded 
 And words that promised every thing would be alright 
 You silenced my rage, fulfilled all desires 
 My shinning prince in common clothes 
 At any point you were all i needed 
 you saved me from myself 

 
 FUCKED 

 I hate you because you used me and hurt me 
 You lied, I thought you cared 
 And I want to rip your heart out the way you did mine 
 Then maybe I'll feel better 
 I want to find someone new the way you did 
 I'll make promises and break them, like you 
 Maybe then I'll feel better, or not  

 And I love you for all that you said 
 How I can run to you and you make it all better 
 Because you are my savior 
 And you held me close 
 I thought you cared 
 I wanna be with you so badly 

 Knowing all this, you used me  
 And you fucked me 
 But I love you and I thought you loved me too 
 I thought you'd always be there 
 But you're not 
 And I hate you 
 You brought me all this pain 
 Lead to believe all your lies 
 Fucked me over and over again 

 
 EVIL TEASE 

 I want to kiss every inch of your body 
 Fell your hand inside mine 
 Tight in your arms 
 Hold me closer closer 
 Until I can't breath 
 And I'm suffocating within you 
 Our hearts beat as one 
 Because I love you  
 But you don't 
 It's all a lie 
 Yet I can't cuz it feels to good to  
 Ever Let Go 

 
 KANSAS 

 Paint a picture 
 of endless hours spent lying in your arms 
 Walking hand in hand  
 through the sacred garden 
 The sun 
 warms our naked shoulders 
 A scent of roses 
 forever lingers in the air 
 Colors of pink and violet 
 dance on the horizon 
 With a stretching blue sky 
 that cures all sadness in my heart 
 No one  
 can harm us now 
 No one  
 can hurt us here 

 
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 # (c)2000 aNAda e'zine                   aNAda059 .*.  by Jennifer Simiele # 
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