Underground eXperts United File 389

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· 5 years ago

  

 
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         [  Cry  ]                                   [  By Knyttet  ] 

 
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CRY 

by Knyttet 

For me, crying is a way of getting rid of all the bad feelings you build up 
inside. To cry is a way of getting me through bad times in life. There was a 
period when I cried a couple of hours every day but I think that was my only 
rescue from getting mad or killing myself. Life wasn't treating me too nicely 
then. 

I don't like crying in front of people I don't know. Maybe because most 
people think you are drunk or something like that when you cry in public. Or 
they think you are mad. But I am neither. 

Mostly I try to avoid crying when others are around, because I don't want 
people to feel sorry for me. Or to think that they are the reason for all the 
tears. Cause even if they are, I still prefer to cry in private. To just let 
all the tears come so I can feel "cleaned" after. I mean, if people can 
cleanse their colon with water enemas and think they will live happily after 
that, why can't I clean my soul by crying. 

I think I'm a person that cries more than the average. Why, I don't know, I 
just do it. I think this bothers some people in my surroundings. They don't 
really know what to do when I cry. My best friend knows. It's nice if someone 
just holds you and let the tears come, or if they just sit quiet and wait. I 
like to talk afterwards but not when I'm crying. I guess it's not like this 
for all people, but for me, it does the trick. 

I wonder if I cry this much because I'm a woman. If I had been made a man, 
maybe I wouldn't have been this way at all. Let's hope so. Because most men 
don't like crying, maybe that is from the times when it was wrong of a man to 
cry. Nowadays, I know some women who think it's the only _real_ proof of love 
when a man cries because of them. I think they are wrong. 

Some people cry easily and some don't. And some are good actors. Even though 
I think it can be sort of beautiful when a man cries, it shows that he is 
human after all. Or do beings from outer space cry too? Who knows? 

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