Underground eXperts United File 140

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         [    The Killing Truth   ]            [     By The GNN     ] 

 
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                            "THE KILLING TRUTH" 
                      by THE GNN/DualCrew-Shining/uXu 

 
                   "The voice of my education said to me 
                            he must be killed" 
                                    (D.H. Lawrence) 

 

         Last year, I met the most dangerous man on planet earth. 
       When you looked at him he did not look  especially dangerous 
       at all.  He was thin, rather short and  his eyes where tired 
       as if he had never slept in  his whole life. He spoke with a 
       low  dark  voice and he  never looked directly  into my eyes  
       while talking.  
         Speakers played soft piano music  around us that small pub 
       downtown,  when  I  saw  him for the first time. The pub was 
       almost  empty - it was just me and him there.  I do not know 
       why  he  was there.  For myself, I was there to celebrate on 
       my  own.  It was my twenty-fifth birthday.  I offered him my 
       company  but  he said no.  To convince him, I had to buy him 
       three bottles of beer before he started to talk. 
         I  admit that  I wanted  his  company.  You can say that I 
       bought his company  just to escape  from the loneliness.  My 
       friends where gone and I felt empty.  I just  wanted someone 
       to talk to.  Now I  regret  that I  went to that pub, that I 
       began to talk to him.  My life would never be the same. 
         I am the most dangerous man on planet earth, he said.  Let 
       me  tell  you why.  Do not interrupt me.  I know the killing 
       truth.    I   learned  it  six  years  ago,  after  studying 
       philosophy  and  psychology.   It  is a simple truth, but it 
       kills.   Listen, have any one ever asked you a question that 
       you cannot answer?  Of course not. There is always an answer 
       to  everything.   Maybe you do not know that answer, but you 
       know  that  there  is  an  answer.   The  killing truth is a 
       question  that cannot be answered and everybody know that at 
       once.   You  know what I mean?  No you, do not.  But you try 
       to  understand  and  that is enough.  You cannot even try to 
       understand the killing truth. 
         So  tell  me  that 'killing truth', I said.  Let us see if 
       you are right.  I bet you are just talking crap. 
         He  did  not  answer.  He just looked at me with a neutral 
       face.   I  will  not  tell you, he said after a while.  If I 
       tell  you,  you  will  loose  your  last  hope.   Humans are 
       rational  beings  - we need hope to survive.  Animals have a 
       strong  instinct  to  survive.   They do not commit suicide. 
       Humans  have  an  instinct to but not so strong.  We survive 
       because  half  of our mind says that we have to survive, the 
       other  half  says  that  we  have  some kind of hope for the 
       future.   The  killing truth removes the hope.  What is left 
       is  a  weak  instinct  for  surviving.  That instinct is not 
       enough.   When the hope is gone in a rational human, he will 
       die.   Maybe  not  at  once,  but almost.  I am almost dead. 
       Even I am not  resistant to the  killing truth.  But I never 
       regret that I found it. 
         He  rose from the chair.  Good bye, he said politely.  You 
       will probably see  me again some day.  I know that for sure. 
       Some  day,  everybody  on  this  planet will be aware of the 
       killing  truth.   All humans  suck.  They  deserve  to  die. 
       Some  day,  I will tell everybody the killing truth.  I will 
       remove  the  last  hope from everybody, just for the sake of 
       it.  Good bye. 
         Oh yes,  he  was right. I saw him again and I still do. He 
       talks  about  the misery of the  world and for  each new day 
       that passes he looks more and more sad. 
         He  is  close  to revealing the killing truth now.  I know 
       that, and I am  watch  him every  day, just  waiting for it.  
       You  probably see him every day too. 
         He is working at the six o'clock television news. 

 
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