The Hogs of Entropy 1030

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The Hogs of Entropy

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	My finger traced an invisible spiral in the air--over and over-- 
 first in one direction, then the other.  Anita told me that you acquired 
 power this way--power to fly--it wasn't something you found in a book. 
 Anita was my advisor in these affairs.  She knew lots of weird crap.  She 
 was very special.  And after five minutes tracing the same imaginary 
 spiral over and over, it occurred to me that we used to BURN special people. 
	Anita said that Power was serious business.  Pointless tasks were 
 to test your sincerity.  I asked her how much tracing it took to prove 
 myself sincere, worthy of the secrets of flying.  She said about three 
 days.  This wasn't going to be easy.  Evidently, Power was something you 
 earned.  But I did have an edge--experience. 
	Repetitive, mindless activity was more than just an old familiar 
 tune, it was my life.  I was bored shitless.  I wanted thrills and kicks, 
 but I was marooned in a dull, predictable world with a hungry monkey on 
 my back screaming, "Get WEIRD!  Do something STRANGE!"  That's why I 
 wanted to fly.  At least, I hoped I wanted too--three days sounded like 
 purgatory. 
	Fifteen grueling minutes passed.  Suddenly, it happened--I got 
 weird.  REALLY weird.  I watched in frozen terror while a hideous, 
 drooling monster burst into the room and hacked off my limbs with an 
 engraved set of Ginsu knives.  My flesh was stripped away, finely sliced, 
 and mixed into a boiling cauldron of me-gumbo.  My bones were tossed out 
 back in Biro's food bowl (Biro was my dog, a Lab/Tongue mix that came 
 with the place).  Soon, I found myself buried in a hole he dug next 
 door--in the Cat Lady's yard.  I looked like hell, and I'd lost my damn 
 lighter again. 
	I was floating in a black, warm goop.  Strange voices cried out. 
 Demons who promised fabulous wealth wanted me to invest in East European 
 Emerging Market Funds.  But I refused to listen (I only read the booklet 
 to qualify for the free telephone).  At last I saw the flying spirits.  I 
 learned the big secret of flying wasn't how you flapped your arms, the 
 trick was all in the shoulder movement.  I learned many things.  I almost 
 quit smoking. . . . . . . . . . . 
	The ancient ones vanished from the sound of shoveling earth.  It 
 was Anita. 
	"Where the hell have you been?  I've been digging all over for you?" 
	We spent a quiet afternoon together.  Neither of us talked.  I'd 
 changed and she knew what it meant. 
	The monkey on my back awoke.  It was screaming, "Thrill me! Thrill 
 me!"  Time to feed the monkey. 
	"I don't know how I ever put up with you," she said. 
	I never figured that one out myself. 
	"Watch out for jets up there, okay?  And think about me.  Will you 
 do that?  Will you look down and think about me?" 
	"Always." 
	And I flew.  I soared and swooped.  I banked and turned somersaults. 
 I chased gulls and stole wet laundry hanging in the breeze.  I terrorized 
 an outdoor wedding and put cats in tall trees.  I even tangled kites in 
 power lines and snatched hats from old people.  I was being a shit.  It 
 was the greatest time of my life.  I floated high on the wind and looked 
 down on a helpless city below, wondering what misery I could spread next. 
	Then I saw a tiny, familiar house.  And I remembered.  I missed 
 things.  Little things.  Silly things.  I flew home. 
	She'd gone.  A note on the refrigerator said: FEED THE DOG! I fed 
 him.  Later, I took Biro for a walk on the beach.  While he played in the 
 water, I squished wet sand between my toes.  I climbed on a big rock near 
 the shore and tossed pennies into the ocean.  When you tossed one, you 
 were supposed to make a wish. Sometimes they come true and sometimes they 
 don't--that's just the way it is with wishes.  But I didn't care.  I had 
 a pocket full of pennies.  I wondered what I should wish...? 
	I wished her well. 

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