The Hogs of Entropy 0934

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· 5 years ago

  

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	What the fuck, is humbleness and humility a lost cause?  As I walk 
 across campus, if I bump into someone, I try to say "excuse me" or 
 something to that effect, but if it seems to me that some people just 
 don't seem to care.  What did I do to them, and who are they to pull and 
 attitude with me. 

	Maybe it was the fact that there was no other way for either of us 
 to walk.  There was that eye contact from a good 5-10 yards away.  Just 
 before we would have collided, he shifted, and as we as humans seem to 
 do, I shifted at the same time in the same direction.  So, as you 
 probably all have done, you move, he moves, the challenger. 

	But then too, maybe you are the challenger to your challenger.   
 What is it about us that makes us want to "compete" in a sense?  Yes I 
 love a good gave of basketball or football, but not while walking to 
 class.  I by nature, am a rather passive person.  But at times, the right 
 times, I am aggressive.  Usually evoked into being aggressive.  Not in a 
 bad way, but for sports and things of that nature.  Yes, like all humans 
 I have my times of aggression that is a vent for anger.  Although, I try 
 to express my anger passively, it seems to come out more aggressively, 
 like punching a whole in a wall or slamming a freshmen's head in a 
 locker. 

	It also seems to me that with all the aggressiveness of sports, 
 which is well needed and enjoyable, but some people take it to a 
 different level.  I am friends with many competitive athletes.  In some 
 of them I see athletes who leave their high levels of aggressiveness on 
 the field and become more humble and passive the rest of the time.  These 
 people, have a tight grasp on how they need to behave in life. Then there 
 are the people who feel that they have to be aggressive 24 7.  I want to 
 smack these people. I mean, what the fuck, they may want to compete, but 
 maybe just maybe the other person could care less who wins or loses. Ahh 
 well...what the fuck do i know.  i guess i just don't have that drive for 
 winning constantly. so here's what i say. fuck them. 

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