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Souls In Chaos 05
Souls In Chaos Version 5.00
Copyright 1995 Xar
Disclaimer : Some shit that I am too tried to type out again look for it
in issue 6.00
I am back , after a long time I spent playing with some parts of mine I
have, I come back again to give this world the hate it needs , look at
it this way instead of hating someone else you can hate me sounds cool
?? , I don't fucking know.
This is going to be the first version of sic in a help file format the
ASCII version will be out first then the help file version will be out
in a few days time , I know I know I have been saying the same shit all
the time , but right now my life is a fucking mess so I don't give a
fuck if you cant masturbate without reading Souls in Chaos first.
Table of Contents
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1.1 Where to get Souls in Chaos
1.2 The new web site for souls in chaos
1.3 How to get put on the mailing list
2.1 10 easy steps to kill your self
2.2 10 things that can go wrong while you try to kill your self
2.3 10 bad things that can happen after the 10 things above happen
4.1 Hmmmm just wanted to add in this chapter and checking if you
noticed that I skipped from chapter 2 to chapter 4
4.2 Same thing as above
4.3 Don't you give up ??
4.4 O.K. I will get on with it
5.1 The Chants of Xar
6.1 The end happy ???
1.1 Where to get Souls in Chaos
Where can you get SIC welp there are a few places , the Well Zine
Archives have a few issues of SIC , you could also try one of the many
sites that have zines on them , I have no freaking idea on how many
places SIC is on , if you find a place where they have it then let me
know , so that I can upload a new issue when it comes out.
1.2 The new web site for souls in chaos
Yes I finally have a www site , its http://www.icon.net/~xar/ , check it
out , tell me it sucks because it does , there are issues of SIC on it
and a whole lot of other shit , you may love it or hate it depends I
don't fucking know .... if any one of you people out there have a www
site and want a link from the "Temple of The Dark Lord" (That's what it
is called) , tell me about it ,and you will get a link from my www site
to yours, god how nice I am ;)
1.3 How to get put on the mailing list
God I told you dicks once and now I have to tell you again , just send
me mail at xar@icon.net and put I need SIC on the subject field and you
will be in the mailing list , that's all no need to write me a letter
telling me how much you love SIC , just a simple command , but knowing
the average IQ of a person who reads SIC I wonder if anyone of you can
read or type for that matter.
2.1 10 easy steps to kill your self
1: Lie down on the rail tracks and wait for a train
2: Book a trip on a airline that does not believe in safety , trust me
there are many
3: Get a meat grinder and start from your hand and grind your self , at
least then your friends can have your for lunch.
4: Start eating dorm food
5: Use your body as an extension cord to run your computer
6: Go and buy a 500 Watt amplifier and connect the speaker connections
to your body and play a godflesh CD , warning in doing this you may
damage your amplifier , so don't blame me.
7: Skinny dip in a pool full of piranhas , at least when you go feed
the fish
8: Test to see if your oven is big enough for you to fit in and set the
temp at like 550 F
9: Tell the pope that he sucks
10: Tell me that SIC sucks
There you have it 10 easy steps on how to kill your self , warning I
have not tried any one of these wonderful methods so if you don't die
read on and find out what can go wrong.
2.2 10 things that can go wrong while you try to kill your self
1: The train don't come , so you don't die ,
2: The airline decides to improve safety after 3000 people who took a
flight with them died in a crash
3: While you are attempting to use your body as an extension cord , your
town has a blackout for 10 days
4: You don't live in a dorm
5: The meat grinder gets fucked up and you only got your hands done ..
less meat but more pain
6: The amplifier shorts out and causes a fire and kills everyone in your
house except you
7 The piranhas die because you have not had a bath in a year
8: You only manage to bake your legs
9: The pope dies before you tell him
10: I get the message from you when I am stoned out of my skull and can
hardly walk
2.3 10 bad things that can happen after the 10 things above happen
1: The train only gets your legs and now your not only not dead but you
cant walk back to the tracks to do try it again.
2: They have a crash and the plane hits your house and you still are
alive but you have no insurance so you have to starve for the rest of
your life.
3: You plug your computer back in and there is a surge that blows your
computer
4: You don't get dorm food so you steal some in the process you end up
in jail because you got caught stealing the food , and you get butt
fucked by all those big men in the pen.
5: You try to get your hand out of the grinder but it wont come out , so
you live the rest of you life with it fixed to your hand.
6: The fire in your house burns all your stuff so now you don't have any
cash to get another amplifier.
7: The World Wildlife Fund decides to sue you for hurting poor cute
little fish
8: Your family decides to have you for dinner
9: The pope dies and they decide to make you the pope
10: I am so stoned that I kill my self because I read your message about
how SIC sucks.
There you have it .. what can go wrong what can go right , what can
happen and what will happen , if you want to commit the act of killing
your self then get a fucking gun , and blow your head off , when you go
down go down the right way.
5.1 The Chants of Xar
Copyright 1995 Kelvin Muthumani <------------ Someone kill this dick
Who Am I
Rage
Rage of my soul
Like the things foretold when the seven seals are broken
Look into my eyes
What do you see
Lies , Death and Darkness
I have felt the pain few have felt
I have seen the curse that god is
Created in sin
Live in sin
For I am the one who cannot see
See the lies that were told
I wanted few
I got none
I smile at my pain
For I cannot change it
Like the ones before me
I live in pain
For there is nothing but shard's of a lost world
In my soul
Listen to my words
Friends listen to me
My words are lies
But this world is a lie
Chose your paths
Chose your life
Chose your death
Altered destines
That you live in
In this world there is no hope
No joy , no wonder , no love
All that are lies that cannot be
Thus the words of the son of Lucifer
Have been spoken
Till your eyes are open
May they be blind from the lies
Living
Like the darkness that darkens my soul
My life has become a hell
A hell that is on earth
Before death that I deserve
I have seen hell
Why god , why do you let me live
Do you want me to suffer
Was I wrong in my past lives ?
Was I meant to be punished ?
Give me death
With pain
Or give me life
With joy
That is all I ask
Nothing
Deeper than the depts. of hell
Seeing the light I walked towards it
Towards the light
Towards the light
Scream in rage
As the light turns into darkness
All I see is nothing
All I see is darkness
I have nothing more to live for
Nothing more
Nothing
The better one
You are better
You have the gods above you
You have the joys of life
You are the one that the angles love
You are the one who has all
I was nothing
I was chaos
I was death
I was the darkness that you fear
Now that I have lost the battle
I lay my sword down
My eyes bloody with rage
My soul burns in anger
My life has stooped
Curses will not pass my lips
Neither will I bow
But in this life or the next
We will meet
Until that day
I will lay down the sword of life
And wait
For you are better than me
Spinning world
Demon
Demon
Demon
Look at this life of mine
The vengeance will be yours
The death of life
On this day I am nothing
Arise like the serpent
Arise like the hate that is in my soul
Arise like Lucifer who will come again
Demon
Demon
Listen to my cry's
I give you now that chance to rule me
I give you my life
For what it is worth
This human you see
Is a human no more
He is the chaos
The they want to escape from
The planets will stop spinning
As this vow in blood is made
That I will have my vengeance
For as they say blood is thicker than water
5.1 The fucking end
That's all for now people , I don't have the time to write any more I
have to try and find out why ants don't talk , as you can see very
important research like this must be done to save the world so I leave
you to your sorry lives and I hope that you all die very soon .......
Xar
