Low Self Esteem Issue 13

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· 5 years ago

  

                           Low Self Esteem Issue 13 
                            Spontaneous Rantings I 
                            Written By: Aphex Twin 
                                Dec. 05th, 1996 

                               [*] LSE NEWS [*] 

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Concerning Comments,  Flames,  Or If You Want To Write Something For Low Self 
Esteem. 

  Hey welcome back to another issue  of the worlds best shittiest text  files 
"Low Self Esteem"  where it's ok to  feel like shit.   In this issue,  I just 
fired up EDIT and typed whatever passed through my mind.  I have nothing else 
to say, so, bye... 

 
Leave me alone 
Stop controling me 
Stop judging me 
Stop evaluating me 
Stop trying to create my future 
Let me be free 
I don't want to be a part of your world 
I want to sleep forever 
I want to be in an eternal coma 
I want to be able to escape 
Escape this physical world 
Escape this controled world 
I don't want to live by your rules 
I don't want to be your puppet 
I want to break the routine 
I don't want to follow no one 
I want to walk alone 
To be alone with my thoughts 
My dreams 
I want to live in a dream world 
To escape physical reality 
In my dream world I am imortal 
In my dream world I follow my own path 
In my dream world I am not controled 
In my dream world I am free of obligations, worrys and sadness 
I prefer to walk alone 
True enlightment is spiritual 
True enlightment is being one with yourself 
'Freedom' is a meaningless word in the physical world 
In this physical world we can never be truely free 
We are always controled by someone 
Freedom can not be achived 
Because people are dependent on materialistic possessions 
And social recognision 
If you are dependent, you are not free 
I don't want to be dependent on no one 
Man has grown too dependent on society 
Man has grown too dependent on others 
Man has grown weak 
Unable to survive without others 
Man has become imperfect 
Man will never become perfect 
Unless he becomes independent 
Not depending on others 
Taking control 
And not being controled 
Not worrying about being accepted or recognised 
I want to be alone 
Seperate myself from the others 
Seperate myself from society 
Seperate myself from everything 
To be a lone spark travelling through a neverending dark void 
Having nothing and desiring nothing 
Except to be alone 
Alone with my thoughts, my imagination and my dreams 
In my dreamworld 
Im my dreamword, words like :rich, poor, smart, dumb, beautiful and ugly 
Don't exists 
These words are used in the physical world to judge people 
And place them in categories 
In my dreamworld I am alone 
In my dreamworld I'm not judged 
In my dreamworld I am truely free... 

 
                                                         -- Aphex Twin