ldt069: I Had A Dream
#069 - [ I Had A Dream ] [ n0soul ]
Last night i had a dream
i dreamt of a girl i once dated
well we didnt really date we met when i was on holiday
i was a much different person when we met
i was rude
i used drugs
i didnt really have that much respect for girls
i was always trying to act 'cool' trying to empress my friends
she was great
she was smart
she was funny
she was caring
she was beautiful
i fell for her from when we first met
i dont even understand how she could have liked me, but she did
her dad didnt
i didnt care much
i was too cool to care about anything
we wrote to one another for a while
you know how it is, things like that never last
but the time we shared was great
i always used to think about her
always fantasy about her
aways daydream about her
how could i not, she was PERFECT
my dream was strange, as they are
she was in a bright golden light
i was in the dark
i sat beside her
she didnt recognize me at first
i told her i was just coming over to say hi and ask how she is
and then i walked off
it was kind of a sad dream
but it sparked up memorys of her
thinking of her makes me feel good
but thinking of what i was like and what i ruined makes me feel shit
i try and block that stuff out
i wish i could meet her again and show her how i have changed
but now id be to shy to approach a girl like that
so PERFECT
yes, ive dated since then
yes, i check out girls when i go somewere
but they are nothing compared to her
all the memorys came flooding back this morning
i woke up an hour before my alarm was due to wake me from my slumber
i lay in been thinking of her in that golden light
it felt good to just lie there thinking of such a divine creature
she was the subject of my daydreams today and i think she will be
tomorrow
she is the only person i have loved and still do
I love you Joanna
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