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#056 - [ Untitled ] [ unlit ]
vicious you.
you're just another letter. threehanded letter. and i never ever loved you.
he awoke with a slap, with a bang, with a little sigh. of these he only owned one, and his throat was raw. his skin was raw. red. redundant after midnight.
looking for titles to envelop the night. looking for tapestry, for covers. looking for a best lover to hold, someone with arms, without questions. later, the questions.
another book, another paragraph and the repetition in yet another paragraph from his mind's small, sneering calligraphy. he doesn't make mistakes. his mind. it doesn't make mistakes.
another book. entitled 'another book' because it can't be 'another broken heart' because there is no heart to speak of because he's lost it. and it's such a hard concept to bear, a heavy heart like an oxymoron. emptiness is heavy. emptiness is ridiculously heavy. it waves and tantalises and laughs.
he stares.
vicious you. he starts again, quotation marks-less. he starts, stands up running hands and locking doors -- as in an afterthought. and where is the aftertaste? himself. all he ever ever had.
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