Fucked Up College Kids File 472

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 · 5 years ago

  

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                           Just Myself 
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	I think I will go back to being anti-social since it hasn't 
got me very far. After time I start seeing the true personalities of 
people too quickly and a lot of them make me want to throw up. So many 
people I have made friends with but decided to stop talking too 
because they just want to use me or they are sweet on the outside but 
rotten on the inside. I don't understand what directs me to all the 
mean people on this earth, all the people with the huge egos and small 
conscious'. I rarely share anything about myself anymore because a lot 
of people would exploit it for their personal use, I don't know 
exactly how but I know it would happen, which makes this writing weird 
to me, perhaps after so many years of schooling they finally managed 
to pound the habit of sharing into me. 
	Everybody I see seems to have a little bit of me inside them, 
whether it is the way they walk or a personality trait, perhaps I am 
just as sick as everybody else but am too ignorant to see it. Maybe I 
could solve all this if I could finally find someone who I knew 
_really_ cared, the only time I hear the words you are really good at 
something is usually from people who don't know anything about it, and 
rarely from the people who I respect and idolize which makes me sad, 
not being good at anything. Well I guess I should just congratulate 
myself for trying to be so great without jumping into the bandwagon 
which I try so hard to avoid, probably to prove to myself that I am an 
individual and not just part of the crowd. 
	I hope someone else who feels the same sees this so they know 
they aren't alone, and those who feel different will know there are 
people like this out there in the world where a simple "hello" means a 
lot. 

	Orbie - glambert at mindspring dot com 

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