Addendum Issue 048

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Issue# 48 : The thoughts of a non-sleeper 
14th May 2002 
Author: Steak 
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Not being able to sleep is weird, 

sitting up at 2:37am with nothing to do is at the least to say, boring 

SO I thought that I would share the random thoughts that come into my  
head with you my readers, if you don't like that sort of thing, or 
are offended by random anonymous thoughts then I suggest you go find 
a nice webpage about hamsters, ponies, or some other nice fluffy things. 

Its just random thoughts here, ramblings if you will nothing really 
interesting, just stuff. 

All because I can't sleep. 

I feel kind of cheated actually, I have been feeling tired for the 
few hours before I decided to go to bed, so tired in fact I could 
not do my studying properly, so I decided to go to bed, but as soon 
as I had no more was I tired, no more was I sleepy, I was just bored 
and unable to feel rested, instead I felt hot, annoyed and at a loose  
end so I could not sleep, I turned in that bloody washing machine 
cycle that I seem to get into so much when I can't sleep and I decided 
to vent my anger at my lack of melatonin here on the information super 
highway, 

isn't that a clique (sp?) phrase, so nineties, so dated. Like the words 
"web, chat and IRC" just buzzwords, popular for the time that the 
internet was fashionable, now all the people that got on the internet 
just because it was the cool thing to do are suddenly finding that 
it is just a communication device, not a fashion accessory, it is  
useless at that, people are realizing the potential wealth and  
amzingness that this huge network of computers has to offer, all 
us nerds and net veterans are shouting in unison "told you so!" 

But I guess that’s what happens with everything, it becomes fashionable 
for a fleeting moment then just becomes part of life, or fades out into 
nothing like most fashions. I can't stand fashion, it really is getting 
silly, and I thought it was weird with the space men like jackets 
that people used to ware. Now it seems fashionable to dress in 
skin-tight shirts and flares (70's anyone?!) 

I never really was one for fashion, I didn't really see the point in it 
I still don't, and even if I wanted a part in it I didn't have the  
money for it, fashionable stuff is always so expensive, just give 
me my cargo pants and t-shirt any day, you'll never catch me in a  
skintight shirt, no-sir-ee 

My fish can't sleep either, I just wrote this in my journal but I 
might as well write it again, it's a thought, are fish meant to 
sleep, I heard somewhere that they don’t, but they must. It is 
impertive that they sleep, maybe the just sleep for little bit's 
take naps, you know like a cat, cat naps, but fish naps. 

Not fish fingers, because fish don't have fingers. 

Michael is looking at me, now he has gone off to explorer the rock 
he has seen thousands of times a day, 

must suck to have a memory no longer than a second or so, oh well 
I guess that’s why they forget about sleeping... 

 

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(C) Steak May 2002 
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